My hypnosis use took a hit over the holidays. Too much to do and not enough time to trance. As soon as the hustle and bustle ended though I got an itch at the back of my mind telling me I needed to start listening to my files again.

I decided to make a few changes to my playlist starting with using some of DKaiser's files as inductions. There must be an amnesia trigger in at least one of them since I have no idea what's specifically in any of those files, and I have tried to remember. And how thrilling is that?

I mean, I don't just believe hypnosis can work; I know it can work. And while the results of the other files I'm listening to can be subjective, the amnesia is not.

And, not only have I been trained to forget, I've also been trained to want to listen to these files over and over, and whatever they're doing to make me a better hypnotic subject is working since the other files I'm listening to are taking hold unexpectedly fast.

Still listening to EMG's Curse Nipple Enlarge, and while I don't know if there's been any growth, I do know that my nipples are hard almost all the time now. They stick out, even through my bra, and whenever I catch sight of them in the mirror I hear EMG's voice in my head telling me how I crave big, long nipples that stick out prominently. And I do crave that. Did I used to? Well, I obviously wanted bigger nipples since I chose to listen to the file, but I used to hate when they were visible through my shirts. I would even put special inserts into my bra to hide them. Now, though, seeing their outline through my shirt gives me a little thrill. Like, yes, I do want them to be long, and hard, and erect, and stick out all the time.

So, I'm chalking that file up as a success too.

And all that bodes well for the newest file I've started listening to. I decided to swim in the deep end again with Curse Hypersensitive Breasts by Busenman. Wow. So, to start with, the text to speech is kind of jarring and doesn't always make sense, but instead of taking me out of trance, it kind of lulled me into not realizing what was going on until it had already happened. I'm now cursed to have my breasts become steadily more and more sensitive until they're so sensitive the slightest sensation against them causes continuous orgasms. And to remove the curse I'll have to email Busenman a picture of my naked breasts.

So, my question to myself is, is the idea of having to do something like that making me horny because I want to do it or because all the hypnosis files I've listened to have conditioned me to equate any hypnotism with arousal?

And another question, could I go through with that? I keep listening to the file, so maybe that's the answer.

But is it my subconscious or the conditioning my subconscious has been through? Is there even a difference anymore?

Regardless, I have noticed increase sensitivity in my breasts. I had no idea how much they jiggle throughout the course of a day, even in the confines of my bra. But now I'm hyper aware of every little movement. And when I take my bra off they're tingling constantly. They've already helped me to orgasm twice today.

Can't wait to see what happens.