Category: Other Views: 2235 Sandrana's Recent EntriesDumbing down Part 1by SandranaI started listening to Part 1 five days ago. I have been listening to it before, several files of the series actually but never really stuck to the 5 orgasm per file thing. Instead I just picked the files that turned me on the most to masturbate to. But since I accepted this challenge I had to stick to 5 orgasm per file before I was allowed to move to the next. Other rules of the challenge say that if I skip a day I will have to listen to a humiliation file, which will be picked for me, in addition to everything else I'm listening to. After I'm done with one of the files I have to write a journal entry. I'm not allowed to edit out any mistakes or typos. Though I suspect that might be hard at first, since it's such a habit.
The fact that I was only allowed to cum once per day made me crave it all the more. I was almost constantly horny and just wanted to play with myself. I was very wet all the time. I sometimes would edge myself but it just felt wrong not doing it while listening to the file, yet I wasn't allowed to listen more than once. So most of the time I just stopped soon after I started.
Given what the other files have, the first file seems a bit "boring" I guess. Because I don't really feel any different than before overall. There were some effects after listening to the file. I felt a bit dazed and my typing was a bit slower. I also felt some pressure on my temples but it never really lasted too long. Most of the orgasms I had were really, really great. Some of the best I ever had and that says quite a bit.
On Day 3 I encountered the problem of not being able to cum for a very long time. I was at it for almost two hours before I took a break. I just couldn't get over the edge. After the break I tried again and eventually managed to cum very hard. So hard I even squirted. Which is rather rare for me. The day after my orgasm felt a bit weak in comparison but that's hardly a surprise.
I don't really feel any dumber yet but I didn't expect it either. After reading the topic it seemed pretty clear that I shouldn't expect that before the third file. Which might be a reason why I'm so eager to move on and wish I'd be allowed more than 1 orgasm a day.
It's a bit scary how eager I am to become dumb. But after thinking and overthinking way too much my whole life that would be such a nice and welcome change.
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