First of all I want to appologize to everyone for not posting sooner. But as you might have read in my last entry I was sick and this flue was really a nasty one that took some time to get away from. I even was at the doctor and gotsome pills that at firstn didn't really help. So since i was sepnding a lot of time in bed and just pretty much a brain dead mess without the files, we decided to not move from part 7 to 8 until i was better. Since i wasnt really able to keep up with it anyway. I still tried to listen and cum every day but im not sure i made taht. Hard to keep track of time. miht even have cum twice one day cause I forgt if i had cum or not. Wasn't sure if i could feel any effects. But there was tmies when I felt a little better. duirng that time i had to do a little math test, which was 100 basic questions and the first time i did them, I think 3 days ago? i olny got 23 right. Taht maed mea bit embarrassed but also turned me on a lot. It#s working and iM really getting so dumb that I cant do basic math anymore, oh my god. that feeling. its almost orgasmic.
A few minutes ago, i did another ne and there i had only 15 right. that was even worse, humiliating even. Especially writing here about it. Everyone will know how dukmb I am getting! Thats so... I don't know a proper word for it.

After getting back from the doctor i listend to part 7 and I just came soo very hard and messy, it was great. I think I was just so happy that i woulbe able to get back to listenin gto the next files and move along.
At the doctor I had a bit of a hard time listening to what he said, not because I was too dumb to understand it but becau e I was so horny and i just kept thinking about how badly I watned to suck his cock. and the guy isa bit older. probably going to retire soon. Not that it mattred. I just wanted to please him. But I knew it wouldn't be a good idea to make a move.
I can't say that I've become that much dumer other than that I realy started o hate math. When i saw numbers I wold just try to not look att hem cause they reminded me of math. During the test I also spent a lot longer on the questoins. it was just so hard. Several I gueseed because I didn't want to think about the answer anymore. it felt so wrong. Somtimes I would stare at them and it would feel like it was chinese. so confusing.
Sorry if im a bit allover the place wiht my report today. Lets blame it on the flu ;)
I am still very adcited to playing with my nipples, doing that when ever i can. I watched crazy maounts of porntoo. I love porn :) I started feeeling overall happier and laughing, or i should say giggling more than I used to. I like that. I haven't watched the news. I know some of the things going on but not really any details and i really don't crae. bimbos don't need to know that kind of stuff, right? smart men can take care of thinking about such things. I justwant to be horny and dumb.
I#m sorry thta this time my report is a bit short but there really isnt much to tell after the sickleave ;) I am very much loking forward to the nxet file. I'mcurious how mcuh "like" there will be in my langauge in the fugture.