I Have been experimenting with a lot of paid impotence causing files and now there does seem to be some effect so I would like to hear any thoughts on the matter, if I should complete it and become fully impotent by hypnosis.rnNow I know this may seem a very strange thing to do so I will give you a little back ground, Im nearly 42 and have not had sex in 8 years, I am useless as a sexual partner as my penis is small (4 inches) and I don't have loads of money to compinsate :) I don't see my self ever entering into a relationship so there would be no trouble there and the only thing that excites me is humiliation (sould I post pics of myself on here?), everytime I masturbate I imagine myself as a woman or sometimes as a man being feminised.rnSo any replies or ideas are welcome and if anyone else is interested in becomeing the same I can tell you what files I have found helpful (if you don't want to reply here feel free to pm me).rn