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New File and Female Supremacy (long post)

by zapnosis

Greetings of the season to all of you. For the first time in almost 8 years, I have released a proper mind control file here on WMM. It's called Subtle Subliminal Slavery (SSS). I'm very excited about this because it's a subliminal file and until I made it and tried it, I honestly didn't believe that subliminals had any effect. It's a file that on the surface sounds like a meditation / relaxation / sleep aid: Nothing kinky, nothing sexual, not many words at all really. Nothing to analyse, nothing to rationalize. The subliminal track concerns Female supremacy, male submission, chastity, ego removal... even a touch of findom. I love the juxtaposition of such an innocent sounding file being so insidious!

Female supremacy is a difficult subject for those who want to live their fantasies, which for me is the main point of mind control. Taken literally and seriously, it's difficult to reconcile with reality because the truth is that there are better and worse people in the world of all genders. There was a time when I tried to browbeat myself into believing in absolute Female supremacy - that was an exciting experience which I'm still grateful for, but I'm also wiser for it. However, to take Female supremacy as just another fantasy is to bring to the world just another pornographic cliche, just another flavour of ice cream, which I have no interest in.

I first got into Female supremacy because I didn't believe in it. OK, sure, it ticked all the boxes: Meaningful mind control, femdom, brainwashing, a real transfer of power, all that. From day one, it turned me on. But when I created my first proper Female supremacy file (SCUM), there were very few Women in my life whom I could admire. As a younger man I was in thrall to my own power, my toughness, my strength, my will, my potency and my intelligence. To what extent I actually possessed those things I cannot accurately judge now or then. But I had an increasingly disrespectful view of Women in general and I knew enough that that wasn't good for me or them.

Then I read the SCUM manifesto by Valerie Solanas and felt the first tremble of weakness. Could it really be that I was inferior to Women? Was I so far behind that I thought I was ahead? It seemed ridiculous, but if I could ever believe that then I would know that mind control was REAL and I might even develop some respect for the Women in my life. Then I wrote SCUM. A while later I started to believe it. I was humbled - I saw myself as less significant to the world than a grain of sand on a beach. As with all the best lies there was some truth in it and it was a truth I badly needed to learn. There are over 7 billion people in this world, I am only one. I have my gifts, but I am not Important.

For me, Female supremacy has come to mean this: Trying to see the best in Women rather than the worst. It seems to me that too often in society, Women are held up as objects and examined for faults - too old, too fat, too skinny, stupid bimbo, so clever She thinks She's better than everyone else, etc, etc. I would like to see Women in a positive light, appreciate Them for what they contribute and be grateful to Them for what they give. I want to be pro-Woman, Female positive, an anti-misogynist, whatever you want to call it. At the same time, I want to explore my submissive desires. So far, my new file seems to be managing both these things.

So, over the holiday season I attended a small party for family and family friends. It was a relaxed and informal evening with dinner then drinks, that kind of thing. At this event was a Lady who is not a relative but a family friend, someone I had met once or twice many years ago and had no contact with since. My lasting memory of Her at the time was that She was about my mother's age (incidentally, not my thing) and that we had nothing in common. Acceptable greetings, polite small talk, file and forget. However on this occasion I had been listening to SSS every day for some weeks, often twice a day and for an hour at a time, and this Lady made a very different impression!

Firstly, She was so elegant - She had dressed stylishly and creatively when others hadn't bothered. Secondly, She had an impressive dignity that was neither fake nor anti-social. OK, my subdued male ego tried telling me that Her body was not even remotely attractive to me, but who cares? I was fascinated and we got talking, which is how I discovered that She has an amazing sense of humour and is actually a very interesting person. Throughout the evening, I completed a dozen small tasks for Her in the manner of a considerate host, while constantly reminding myself not to be over-attentive or cause any awkwardness. I believe I did well and it gave me a sense of satisfaction that I cannot describe. Had She expressed any desire to dominate a guy like me I would have been honoured to get to know Her better, but this isn't about what I want.

So what's the point of this long, rambling journal? Well, in order to raise some credit to spend on dominant Ladies, I have been trying to sell SSS on another site, with a different title and under a different username. The only problem is nobody's buying and frankly I'm loving this file far too much to leave it gathering dust on some virtual shelf somewhere. So WMM, here it is for free. You may take it and do as you please, but if these things interest you I would request that you give it a week or two of regular listening before you decide to continue or not - you just might be surprised! Oh and please do give feedback - I may make more files like this! Thank you. Z


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Amazing - blue69

Loved reading this and felt the passion for what you enjoy. I am going to search for your file and would love a journey with you.

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