So, a funny thing happened a few weeks ago. But before we get to that I should lay out some groundwork. I'm a nerdy, weird college rising-sophomore from the Midwest, who's been into mind control-oriented stuff for years. I was browsing MCStories when I was way too young to legitimately be there, a preteen to be exact. My fantasies usually revolved around villains/villainesses brainwashing heroines into being their evil minion, in my head I have a bunch of versions of movies and TV shows where the villains win via mind control.

Anyway, a couple months back, I made a FetLife account to maybe dip my feet in the waters of actual hypnosis. One day, I see a message from a girl nearby; she says she's bi and normally prefers guys, but was very curious about my fantasies and hypnofetish in general. She'd never tried it before, but was eager to. She also said my profile also made me seem intelligent, which she found attractive, especially since my big fantasy is that brain being shaped to serve someone else's wants. We get to talking, going further in-depth on said fantasies and talking about our interests, she adds me as a friend... we see each-others' private pictures. Uh. This is a girl who sat very close to me in a poli-sci class last term. We didn't know each-other very well, but there was some arguing in class, and a few people I know have experiences with her as a bit of a stereotypical preppy mean-girl. Her bi status also surprised me, she's a member of the College Republicans and I just sort of assumed her sorority would look at it funny. Over time I've learned she's closeted.

A few weeks ago, after a bit of practice on her end, I went under for her. I've had a trance at least every 3 days for the last month and a half. So far, we haven't done much that I'm aware of. It's hard to gauge, I'm one of those people whose memories are fuzzy post-trance, but none of what's been gone over with me has been anything huge. Her long-term goal is transformation from geek into cute sorority girl, and from couch potato to sporty. She likes the first for the power reasons, it's like being her mini-me, and because it'd involve me taking care of my appearance more. The second is just what she likes in a girl; athletic, physically oriented, capable and all that.

What we've done so far:

- She really has a thing for me in gym clothes, and has had me working out 5 days a week, to be ramped up to 6 in the near-future. Honestly, it feels really good.

- Related to the above, fashion restrictions. She okays my outfits pretty often, varying between preppy basic-girl clothes and the sporty look. Though not necessarily with my glasses removed; so, a dash of geeky me sometimes too. Right now I'm in a tank and short shorts, I feel like either Lara Croft or "peak basic bitch" and I'm not really sure which.

So, that's my life now. Being brainwashed by campus' Regina George. :P I figured a journal to chronicle what's happening seemed like it'd be a fun read, both for me and the hypno community at large. So, I'll try to give regular updates at least once a week.