Just remembered something.  When I was jerking off with the husband, I remember thinking, "My dick really does look bigger". The thing is I'm pretty sure that my penis isn't actually bigger, but my brain thinks it is.  Great example of the subconscious mind at work. Even though I know what is happening, it still pleases me to be more apprecative of my penis size.  

Failure to submit and Bull Power

Failure to submit is right. The dog interrupted me a handfull of times, my sleeping husband getting up to go to the bathroom multiple times, and a building frustration that I couldn't get down deep.  I was in and out all through Failure to Submit.. To many interruptions. Bull Power I never really got that deep blackout state, but I was for sure under for at least a good portion of the file.  Details are fuzzy now, repetition has dulled the specifics. 

Lingering concerns that this is just making me a hypno-sex freak and not actually helping with the no masturbation and workout more themes.  I've been into my libedo suppliments more too.  Maca Powder, Dopa Mucina, Zinc, B-Vitamins, and sometimes a yohimbe before working out.  Workout suppliments are basically L-Citriuline pre-workout and I'm probably going to get back on creatine with my protein shakes..if I can get back into my workout routine.  Thats the thing.. I haven't been working out. I'm crazy busy with life, starting two businesses, being a husband, etc... I miss it and want to get back to the place where I workout every day.  I still have time for some hypno at night at least. 

Woke up in a jock, and really horny. Opened Twitter and browsed some porn. Jacked off and blew a load into my jock before I realized I was supposed to save that.  I'm supposed to get out of the wake up and twitter jackoff routine... Probably gonna stop wearing a jock to bed.