Listened to Failure to Resist and most of Bull Power? I stopped without finishing Bull Power.. not sure when.

Horny today. Haven't cum in a few days.  Did a bunch of gardening, shoveling, lifting, etc.  Felt good to move my body. feels good to be kinda sore today.  Put on a jock this morning, just feels good. holding everything in place.  Took a bunch of libido enhancers today too. (Maca, Yohimbe, B-vitamins get me going) Gonna ride the libido rush and see if I can hold off from cumming...unless the husband gets me going.. More physical labor today, put my bull power to use feels good.  So good to be a man with full balls, and a drive to fuck. I gotta burn off this energy by working my muscles.  Love how my sub-conscious can come out during my journaling. Stream of consciousness... 

Gotta stay off twitter or I'll totally loose my seed. Haven't been properly fucked in months and months (over 6 at least). I really don't like dildo play, so my ass just doesn't get any attention unless I can find a top to open me up. Maybe I need to sacrifice my hole and try 100% Top hypno files. I don't know... I just miss the feeling of another man's tool lodged deep in my guts....