Taking some time off of hypnosis for a while was good. It was getting to the point where I couldn't even sit through a whole file. I would usually stop, or not get deep enough in the induction to continue. Getting too much trapped in my head, too any edibles, too much hypno. I was in a fog. After a few days things appear back to usual:
1) Bull Power: I don't think much stuck with me. I don't know if I really subconsciously want it. I'm not working out regularly, not really motivated to get going on it again either. I guess my take away is when I'm horny I notice the power rising. Maybe I'll pick this file up /after/ I get into a halfway decent routine.
2) Failue to Resist: This one is a dream. Last night, I ran F2R and Anal Orgasm. Really nice deep trance/blackout, tookout my earbuds for the 5-1 countdown, and dove right into anal orgasms. It is good to know that I got a good blackout on my first go back.
3) Hypnotic Chastity: I'm not really comfortable with this one consciously. I ran it a few times, and had a little realization today. I should be able to put on my invisible hypno chastity device and take it off as I want. This turned it around in my head, and made me my own master. Now I can use it as a tool when I don't want to masturbate/touch myself. Like now... saving up for actual sex...
4) Anal Orgasm: Enjoying the visualizations, wanting amazing anal orgasms deeply. I don't really play with my hole by my self, so I have no idea if it is working or not. Hoping to get fucked soon. I'm just going to let go, and see if I can orgasm multiple times. Worst case is I nut and he keeps plowing me until he is done.
5) Jockstrap Penis Growth: I just can't get into it. I want to, but at some level it just seems silly. I do keep listening to it because I like the fantasy, I guess. It's on the border. I fail to trance to this one more than any other file.
So now I'm listening to hypno 2-3 nights a week, mostly F2R and Anal Orgasm.