To those who have been following my journey, I apologise for not updating my journal for the past number of weeks. Since my last update, I can confirm that I completed my pledge to listen to the curse of the teeny weenie for 4 weeks. Life has got in the way of updating my journal, but I will attempt to provide an update now without make it a laborious read.

The last week went pretty much the same as week three. I felt the trance sessions were easy and they felt very natural. I have still not had any success in having an orgasm from nipple play alone, but I can confirm that my orgasms are more intense when playing with my nipples when I near the vinegar stroke.

My erections remain to be non-existent. In fact, I can not remember what it was like to actually have a hard on. They are definitely a thing of the past and I have absolutely no regrets. One thing that I have noticed, besides my testicles being a lot smaller, is that when I am about to orgasm, my testicles seem to draw into my body and it actually looks and feels like I have no nut sack at all. Another thing that I absolutely love….

As for an update on the home front, well my wife and I have tried to make love in the natural way, but as mentioned before I am unable to have an erection. Our love making turned out to be me going down on her gorgeous pussy with lots of oral and figure action. For me it ended with her giving my flaccid dick a blow job and or me rubbing my soft dick on my tummy, or pushing it back inside me and rubbing the head with two fingers as if it were a clit. My wife has shown concern about my lack of ability to get hard and has suggested that I should see a doctor. She also wanted to know from me if I did not find her attractive anymore which lead to a lot of open discussion, however the curse of the teeny weenie was not mentioned…cruel, I know…She has suggested that maybe I need Viagra but I have managed to avoid that bullet so far. She has also comment on my size and questioned what would cause it to shrink. Another question for the doctor?

We have also introduced more toy playing for her. We now almost always make use of a vibrator or dildo to enhance our love making. We have also started to refer to her toys as her friends, which I love the idea of. That is all part of my grand plan. More about that on another day if there is any interest.

Stats as of 09/09/2020

Flaccid 30mm reduction 10mm

Length 80mm (when aroused but not hard). Reduction from last measure 20mm. Total reduction since starting 40mm

Girth 95mm. Reduction from last measure 15mm. Total girth reduction since starting 25mm

If there is any interest, I will write more. Happy to answer any questions