I have been wetting myself without control for the past 3 days. Everytime i wet i had an urge to email DJ saying what i did. I had many conversations with DJ listed below

thanks to DJ i have no bladder control  DJ is the only one who can give me back control.  The following is the emails back and forth between us over the last 3 days

On Saturday, October 10, 2020, diaperbabyboy <diaperbabyboy@protonmail.com> wrote:
Hi. I was just sitting here reading emails and looking at stuff on tumblr and just flooded my pants with pee. I didn't even know i had to pee, it just came out. For some reason i got the urge to email you and tell you this as you are in my contacts list
On Saturday, October 10, 2020 4:31 PM, DJ Umbreon wrote:

That’s really weird. But, that can’t happen again, right?

On Saturday, October 10, 2020, diaperbabyboy <diaperbabyboy@protonmail.com> wrote:
Been very thirsty today for some reason. And I also just had another accident while watching cartoons in my room...wondering why his is happening again....i think i will put on a diaper to be safe this time just in case?

On Saturday, October 10, 2020 7:05 PM, DJ Umbreon wrote:

That might be a smart idea.

On Saturday, October 10, 2020, diaperbabyboy <diaperbabyboy@protonmail.com> wrote:
haven't had anymore accidents....i am gettinh ready for bed. I think i will chance itand take off the diaper now....surely i will wake up if i need to go and wont have anymore accidents
From:DJ Umbreon
10/10/2020 (2 days ago)
To: diaperbabyboy
Surely. If not, just let me know.
On Sunday, October 11, 2020, diaperbabyboy <diaperbabyboy@protonmail.com> wrote:
I woke up and my bed was soaked, After i changed, i put on a diaper, changed sheets and layed back down and a couple of hours later i woke up and wa mud stream peeong in the diaper???, two accudents in one night/
and the interesting part i remember my dreams,,,,the first one i was swimming in a lake and had to go, so i just let go in the lake the second one i had to go went to the bathroom and stood in front of the urinal and let it out in the urinal, but as i wass going instead of it going into the urinal, it went on mu pants, then i woke up and was wetting the diaper,
On Sunday, October 11, 2020 11:06 AM, DJ Umbreon wrote:

Well, at least it was in the diaper the second time.
On Sunday, October 11, 2020, diaperbabyboy <diaperbabyboy@protonmail.com> wrote:
went to breakfast this morning with my parents, and wore a diaper just in case...hoping thye wouldn't notice it. After i ate, i suddenly felt myself letting pe just flow out of my penis into the diaper, not realizing i had to go

On Sunday, October 11, 2020 3:29 PM, DJ Umbreon wrote:

Wow, you really don’t have any control, do you?
On Monday, October 12, 2020, diaperbabyboy <diaperbabyboy@protonmail.com> wrote:
i think i dont have control as i had a leaky diaper when i woke this morning....the sheets got damp from the leak and i dont remember going it happened while i was sleeping. I also was dreaming of going in the bathroom again but in the dream as i let it out it came out towards the potty but then my pants got wet in the dream
On Monday, October 12, 2020 11:05 AM, DJ Umbreon wrote:

Oof. What do you think caused it?
On Mon, Oct 12, 2020 at 12:07 PM diaperbabyboy <diaperbabyboy@protonmail.com> wrote:
Not sure what is causing this maybe stress. But i also just peed my pants while putting away clothes, and my diaper leaked....might need to wear some plastic pants with diapers to be safe since this is happening more often.....but in some ways i think i enjoy the wet feeling on my legs....maybe this is also what is causing it??
On Monday, October 12, 2020 1:23 PM, DJ Umbreon wrote:

Maybe. Maybe your body enjoys the feeling of wetting itself, and thats why thi keeps happening. Maybe you should try and accept that part of you?
On Monday, October 12, 2020, diaperbabyboy <diaperbabyboy@protonmail.com> wrote:
i just wet again...i think i am accepting enjoying the wetting feeling
On Monday, October 12, 2020 5:20 PM, DJ Umbreon wrote:

Good. Just wondering, if you had the option, would you want to go back to not wetting randomly?
On Monday, October 12, 2020, diaperbabyboy <diaperbabyboy@protonmail.com> wrote:
not sure.....i do enjoy it but am afraid of being humiliated
On Monday, October 12, 2020 8:21 PM, DJ Umbreon wrote:

That is something to worry about. But, what’s the harm in doing it when no one’s looking?
On Monday, October 12, 2020 8:25 PM, diaperbabyboy <diaperbabyboy@protonmail.com> wrote:

I think i would enjoy it as long as no one is looking.......like now when iwas typing this, pee escaped out without me knowing and i an enjoying the wet squishy diaper
On Monday, October 12, 2020, diaperbabyboy <diaperbabyboy@protonmail.com> wrote:
i put a plastic sheet on my matress and have been keeping my door closed hoping my family doesn't notice the past wet beds, and kinda hope to continue to wet..even if i don't wear a diaper... i kinda want to lay in the pee tonight if i do wet.......(thats if i do) since i'm not sure if it will happen again. I also seem to be sleeping better even with the peeing dreams
From:
DJ Umbreon

1:42 AM (6 hours ago)
To: diaperbabyboy
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That’s good! Hopefully, your parents don’t find out. But if they don’t.... you might be stuck like this for a while.

On Monday, October 12, 2020, diaperbabyboy <diaperbabyboy@protonmail.com> wrote:
i just woke up and my pjs and sheets are soaked. What a feeling. Don't know why it's happening still, but think i really enjoy it. I am going to just lay here and try ti go back to sleep in the wet pj's.
From:
DJ Umbreon

1:43 AM (6 hours ago)
To: diaperbabyboy
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Best of luck. Enjoy the squish!
From:
DJ Umbreon

1:47 AM (6 hours ago)
To: diaperbabyboy
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Once you finish reading this, you will immediately realize that I am what took your bladder control away. You will also realize that only I can give you back your control.... that is, if you even want it back at all.