Hey babes! So I've been continuing on with the series but I just haven't had much to say about it, until today. Yesterday I finally fetl that cloudy / hazey feeling come abck over my mind, and it felt sooo goood!! I was really missing that feeling and was scared that it wouldnt come back so I'm just like really happy about it. I've finished up with file 3 now and am going to start file 4 tonight! File 4 is the fourthest that I've been in the series, so ewe are so lclose to new content and I really can't wait to experience that! 

These entries are getting harder and harder to write. It's a really strange experience. You huys don't even know how long I spend just spacng out between and sometimes in the middle of these sentences. My thoughts feel really all over the place and honestly I can see it really reflected in my writing and thats both exciting and embarassing to be honest. Growing up writing (and also reading) was really important to me and I used to take a lot of pride in my writing ability. Like, people within my friend group actually come to me for writing advice or proofreading. So it's reall surreal watching those skills go away. It's gonna be really really embarassing next time someone asks me to write anythingg lol

One last thing I wanna tell you all about even though this entry is getting a lil long but I think you'll agree it's worth. Today I was texting with a friend about the new Halloween Kills movie and I was trying to spell a word that honestly I know that I knew how to spell but like legitimately I can't figure out how to spell it anymore... devisive? deviceve? devicive? devisive? ooooh maybe that last one is right!! I don't really wanna look it up so I'll just sound it out here lol dee-vice-ive. why is that word so dumb to spell? like why did they make it so hard? Anyways I go so hot and bothered sitting there trying to figure out how to spell it and eventually i just had to go with one of them that was definitely wrong I think.