Well I stumbled on "sissy caption" pics while masturbating a few years ago. Then that eventually led to the sissy hypno videos. I especially liked the ones with Isabela Valentine telling me I'm a faggot while she had me cum on command. 

And that led me to look for more, better. So then yesterday I stumbled onto this lovely site. I found and downloaded EMG's Curse Cocks- which promises to replace the sight/ sensations of naked women with men's cocks. I listened to it 6 times in total since then.

I have since heard EMG talking to me on repeat in my mind telling me I'll never experience normal sex with a woman again.

I really latched onto the nipple part. Whenever I think about sucking her  breast, it becomes a cock. In the period before sex, every time I looked at her chest it looks like cock heads and I can hear EMG telling me it's gonna be a hard dick in my mouth. I sucked her nipple- it felt a little different in my mouth, but a lot different in my mind. And EMG informed me that I would keep listening to the curse until it was perfect and all I would experience. 

I didn't think it was gonna do anything. I'm pretty excited that it did.  I'm pretty scared that it did too I'm definitely gonna keep going,  and I'll keep updating.