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MJ PART 4 - Spanking it daily to hentai women

by MasterJack

So recently my sexual tastes have changed finally from sissy/transgender stuff to heterosexual stuff, it just took 18 years that's all lol. Well 18 years ago is when I switched from straight porn to shemale porn, and haven't been able to go back to straight again until now.

As noted previously, my own file I'm using didn't contain any hentai references, just women, body parts, sex references, and my mind has seemed to lock onto hentai women (maybe because they are very beautiful). Which is different because most of my porn use in my life has been real porn. 

Anyway I've been stupidly horny lately, and in my horniness I created a hentai hypnosis file, to increase my sexual attraction to hentai women and sex. I also put in it that my wife will look like a hentai woman, as that's really the end goal (enjoy sex with her again), but I wanted to do it this way so I could reinforce my general heterosexuality and enjoy hentail women in the meantime as well. I don't feel nearly as conflicted or guilty as I did doing this, compared to when I was into transgender porn.

What's more important here is the horniness. In the past when I created a file for women/wife, it was forced, to try and change my sexuality. But whenever I became really horny, I'd go into transgender porn, or I'd create a load of my own sissy hypnosis files to try and suit my life situation. But this time when I was horny, I wanted to create a hypnosis file for the hentai women, excited about it, no force necessary. 

It's only been like 3 or 4 days, I've sort of lost count. But I've been reading hentai comics of women online, popping erections all the time, enjoying it, and spanking it. I'm not fully there yet like it's 100% my sexuality, but I'm definitely in the right direction. I should mention before it was hard to get an erection to women, forced, and I could only get one for transgender stuff. But now I easily get hard, at least to hentai women.

I also have a suggestion in the file that creates obsessive thoughts and feelings of all the suggestions from the file looping in my mind, which then reinforces all of the suggestions forever. And I will sometimes, usually after coming out after a session, have random flashes of naked hentai women (nude pose), or them having sex.

Also the suggestions for my wife to look like a hentai woman, I remember seeing flashes of her drawn like a hentai woman character.

So all interesting stuff. The main thing I need to do now though, is get a lot more sleep, as that seems to be suffering in duration. Maybe I'm pushing my subconscious a bit too hard.


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