I always thought about a safe space, where a dominant can order me to dress as a brat girl. With this file, as the EMG pulling out all breaks, ordering me during safe space to dress as sissy as the dominant wants. With potential forced feminization happening. Also want to know how the experience is, to while forced to wear either a dress or skirt and top, to involuntarily hold position to be spanked. I desire to experience, the scene, where I am spanked possibly by a woman or dominant man, while dressed as a girl.

With my being told about in whatever file when it is safe to do so, no avoidance of dressing or other presentation as a girl is possible. So I am going to do a non-sense presentation of the file I want. Because I can easily become treated as a submissive girl brat, I need to become a good homemaker, even if dressed as a male for safety.

To pose like a child to receive discipline, even as spanking will receive the real removal of the ability to avoid being spanked. I do so need to not be able to get off the lap I am laid across, for my spanking. Then when I joke about getting spanked, I want the words about my not being able to stop the punishment, because I deserve the discipline to exit my lips. Something about being serious if wanting me to go there, with active questioning, with some trance taking over when the serious intent to spank happens. Even if I am cross-dressed.