I have always wanted to combine the intimacy of Over-The-Knee (OTK) Spanking, with Hypno-Control.  Where I must admit the precise Brat-Conduct that is spelled out by the agreement, which specifies that I will get spanked. I find myself involuntarily positioning myself, across the knee, with the partner gaining access to the spanking implement. With my age of conduct is that of a six-year-old, proclaiming I do not want to be spanked.

This entire scene drives the dynamics of my becoming spanked. Where I am the spoiled individual, moving the entire dynamic to reveal that I have a genuine need to be spanked. With the possibility of also becoming a Brat With Full Diapers afterward, resulting from another curse. With the news being, the disciplinarian that spanks has the right to also discipline with diapers, for further age-regression.

I want to hear the news, that I am responsible for bringing this to myself. Because even if I can control access to becoming spanked and possibly diapered, then I control something. But wanting any form of control, as an alternative to pure victimhood. Other than humiliation from being one who inspires trauma through triggering, because requesting pain, indicates a bad person.

Even if this is to act like a six-year-old brat, with the intent to potentially have the body age-revert to match my age of conduct. With the change in social role, and being disruptive to others' feelings, so I am now a sadist, for requesting the experience of being a brat in full diapers.