I so wish I could be ordered, as role play, to put on an adult diaper, such as Trest brand, to cultivate situationally imposed little girl age regression reduced potty training. Along with an impulse to put on feminine gendered little girl-sized clothing, for blending enforced gender transformation, with forced age reduction as an option. 

Along with possibly offering to spank, to impose crying, my acting like a little child can lead to diapering with locking diaper cover use. My dominants, need to do some potty-privilege denial scenes with me. Where the diaper must fill up before I could choose to go there, only if the dominant is not around. With progressive removal of independence, to potentially remove my potty training with hypnotic help. With I will feel a felt compulsion to put on the offered diaper.

My hatred of dressing like a little girl or even a baby girl needs to impose the compulsion to dress as ordered. Their emotional sadism entangles me. Being scolded while diapered, needing to remove poop and pee control, I need to be put in my place; as a result of, a return to childhood or earlier.