When I dress feminine, wearing a diaper, for comfort, with casual wetting. I wish this would transform me into contact with unpleasant diapers. Thoroughly wet with poop being added to the point of potentially leaking. This wetting needs to become involuntary, with the more I attempt to control it, the more this control is taken away. Because if little girls do not take potty training seriously, then discipline with unpleasant diapers is needed.
Also strip me of all masculinization, of any male pattern hair, or body hair, as part of enforced becoming a little girl, from the unpleasant diaper creation. This attempt to remove the diaper is not allowed, because the experience is needed to transform the body into that of a little girl. I want to know, that if I act like a misbehaving little girl, I will be transformed into one, as an offered possibility.
This will cause my body to shrink, even from the adult male configuration, so I can become disciplined in other ways, such as being spanked. I will check my budget, to learn if I can afford another file, meant for sharing. I desire to have enforced, while diapered and feminine presentation, as ageplay, to be coerced as a power exchange through unpleasant diaper creation, to again take my potty training seriously.
I want the option of being forced into being a feminized little girl, having a temper tantrum, from a bad experience. Even if I am boldly spanked before diapering of me. I want my temper tantrum experience about how unpleasant diapers are not fair.