I found this site through an old Reddit post. Have been doing hypnosis for a while but mostly light themes and that only lasted for the duration of the file.
Definitely nothing like I experienced last night.
I like this site, seems to have a lot of interesting files, community and has that 2000s internet vibe. A time I have always had fascination for but didn't experience since I didn't have internet nor computer until fairly recently.
I want to start having a more proper training to be submissive and girly, so that sparked my interest in looking for a site like this.
Looked around how the site works for a while, the premium seemed a bit steep, but I'm starting to see why the files and premium can cost what they do. These are created by skilled people.
The first thing that made me start feeling dissociated was visiting one of the links on the sidebar. When prompted to agree I'm over 18, the link was in purple when all the other ones were in blue. Meaning, I had clicked it before. "I don't remember ever seeing this site" The memory wipe after some files came to my mind, but I didn't think about it too much. Did set a mood for the night.
Usually what I do is grab some files and play on repeat on my headphones while I sleep (I need to search actual techniques and training).
I worked until late. Was quite tired from the day and from working out. Went to sleep with my headphones and the playlist of the files I found. "TrainSlave" 1, 2 and 3 by EMG. The first file made me instantly fall asleep. In moments, I could hear the voice, but still unconscious in my sleep. Hear it repeat the playlist a couple of times, then it snapped in me.
Felt my mind disconnecting from my body, like going deep into myself. Seating in the backseat. I panicked at moments but after a bit I would let myself just continue into. Letting things happen. Could only see fractals on the darkness. My mind just continued accepting things as they came into me. A fuzzy feeling in my brain. Hard to tell how long it lasted, just floating in the nothingness. Fragments of memory staying and others disappearing. I could feel my body moving but couldn't tell how much.
The intense feeling went away to now a dream. My crush/master looking at me kneeling on the floor. Holding me by my chin, signalling to stand up. Grabbing me by my hips to then have sex. The first time I have a lewd dream that explicit.
I woke up still on the dark, my heart racing.
I'm so excited to keep training.