I can't beging to tell you the joy Bonnie has brought me. These fem file are tottally awesome. I have them dowloader so I am listen each night I as I go to bed and I listen each morning when I awake. I have transforment into such a wounderful female. For the past week now I have tottally lived as Bonnie. I look at the things I have done went public, saw the doctor as Bonnie. went and interduced Mom and Dad to ther new daugther and also got Mom and dad to go to dinner with me. went to church sunday and the most wonderful of all I went to work this day as Bonnie. The doctor has sent me to a psychiatry therapists and if she says IM read for hormones the doctor will start the process. I see Laura tomorrow which means no sleep to nigh. I just love this life that I was ment to be.