When I am ordered to wear the diaper and use it, I want to feel a growing strange compulsion to obey my dominant. Because the imposed diaper with the compulsion to wear it is to show me my place. And I want to be able to hear, the order of when I say so it goes on over my underpants or even panties. 

Because the diaper is to prevent leaks not keep underwear trapped under it dry, when I am ordered to wear a diaper. My dominant knows my health and safety needs,  and if this is bedtime only I can gradually transform into a child of bedwetting age. But during the daytime I want to know, this is to make things progressively more difficult to also release outside of the diaper during the daytime wearing.

If I am not told it is acceptable to remove either the briefs or panties first but am told to sit on it or lay on it, will be compelled to comply. Even compliance involves not removing the underwear first. At times this will be the standing position the diaper goes on, and I will both pee and poop into the diaper because that is what I was told to do.

I have the fantasy of where the diaper causes the command of don't talk back to me, to get complied with. Along with my being told, that if the diaper during times like this is not full to the point of potentially leaking I can be denied the option of self-changing.

I want to be reminded that a soiled diaper out of the diaper pail can go onto my body, with strapping tape, duct tape or other material secured on, with a diaper over it. Also, I want to be told about how the diaper can be lowered for spanking, suppositories, and even enemas. Because the diaper is not out of being nice, but to impose the activities of submission, such as a maid's dress during cleaning cooking and other Pink Collar activities.

I will hear that I will submit to being addressed as a female, with all feminizing to fill out the roles of the clothing. With feminizing in compliance with the clothing, with anything tight being to shrink me to a more childlike size.

When I am ordered to roleplay a child who has trouble voluntarily releasing waste into the toilet, I must comply for I was ordered into this role. And this will become the roleplay-compliant reality. But I will age backwards, to make the mind and eventually body, fully compliant with the assigned role.

Sissy play is not to affirm maleness, it is to reshape the body into being that of a female, and with diapers, that of nighttime a pre-adolescent. But daytime involves being reshaped into a little child, potentially reshaped by feminine things. If I delay or otherwise refuse pierced earlobes, these will happen anyway.