Hello again,
F corrected my behaviour last night and reminded me that i had not journaled the discussion i had with my brother and business partner about the shift in our marriage and how we now live in a Femail led relationship.
i Had suggested to F that i should take them out for drinks and discuss it with them then, but F said that She would prefer that we do it at our house. F suggested that we invite them and their wives around for dinner and that I needed to find a way to separate the men from their wives and to have the discussion with them. To be honest my stomach dropped at the thought of how this was going to play out, but i had no choice, F made the rules and i work to them.
i was up early that morning to make sure that the house was spotless. F had decided that seeing as the weather was good, that we would sit out on the patio and that we would have a BBQ for dinner. i had made the salads and prepared the meat and had just about enough time to go have a shower and get ready for our guests. F reminded me to ensure that I was properly shaved from below the eyes and said that i was to wear respectable shorts and a button-down shirt for dinner. This on its own was going to be strange as we are normally very casual when enjoying an evening at home with my brother and my business partner. I knew that they would arrive in shorts and T shirt and i cringed at the idea of having to overdress for the occasion. And i was right, but that just added to the humiliation that was to come. When i got out the shower F was sitting on the bed waiting for me. She said that she wanted to inspect my shaving to make sure that i was properly groomed. This is something that F had not done in a long time. Also lying next to her on the bed was a matching bra and panty set that i had not seen before. F said to me that She had bought me them as a gift for this special occasion and that She wanted me properly submissive and feminised when i have the conversation with the boys. F was wearing a short denim skirt and a white V neck button down top. She also had a gold chain around her neck with my chastity key hanging in her cleavage. I was not locked in the cage, but F said that She wanted to wear it that night as a reminder to me that She could instruct me at any time to put the cage on. She also wore her ankle chain but this was a perminent piece of jewelry that She always wears.
Just before i was to start BBQing F called the ladies into the house. We had all had a few drinks by then and the conversation was flowing well and it took us all by surprise that F had called the ladies away from the table. F said that i had something that i needed to discuss with the boys and that they should give us some space. i think i turned all shades of red. As F walked past me, She put Her hand on my shoulder and bent down and kissed my cheek and whispered, maybe a little too loudly,... "good luck cucky".
I took a deep breath and a big swig of my drink and just stared at my brother. I did not know what to say or where to start. my business partner broke the silence by saying just get on with it man....what is it that is so important??
I just spilt the beans...as a rambling garble of words until my brother told me to stop and start at the beginning.
I told them everything, from my fantasy to share my wife with other men, to the hypnosis to shrink my penis, to me suggesting to F that She finds a lover, a real man, to me accepting Andrew into our marriage and to how we have now moved onto a Female led relationship where F rules and I obey. i also told them how F is now free to find any man that She desires and that She is free to do what ever when ever She wants with them. My business partner at one point jokingly said that if I wanted a man to fuck F, that i should just have asked him....obviously his Wife was out of earshot.
My brother was the one who gave me most of the drilling. He found it really hard to understand how or why I would give up my wife to other men to enjoy. He called me all sorts of names including "sissy and wimp" and said that i was not a man. He became quite angry with me and it took a lot for me to calm him down. i think it also took the conversation that F had with him later to get him to fully understand our dynamic.
my Business partner was a lot more understanding and probably more inquisitive about our lifestyle. i Know for a fact that he has always had a soft spot for F and that he would have taken advantage of the situation if he had known. ( there is more to this that will come later). All while having this conversation, all i could think about was what F was telling the girls and the fact that i was wearing matching pink and black lace bra and panty set. my little dick was leaking even though i was scared shitless.
When the girls returned the night took a completely different turn. F had stayed in the house and only the other two wives returned. My brothers wife told me that F was in the house and that She wanted to speak to me....immediately !! She said it with a certain smirk and smile that I knew all to well. When I found F, She was standing in the kitchen, drink in hand with a serious look on her face. My heart sunk. F told me that She had explained everything to the girls. F asked me what I had told the boys and I explained as best I could, but my head was a mess. F gently kissed me and told me to relax, that the girls understood and that they would get the boys to understand. She then said that I needed to drop all my masculine trends immediately and that I needed to continue the evening as her submissive. She also told me to undo a few of my shirt buttons so that my bra was visible to anyone that looked. I did as I was told.
From that moment on, I did not speak unless I was spoken too, I addressed the girls as Ma'am and served all 5 of them as if my life depended on it.
Later that night after everyone had left, F told me that my business partners wife told her that they had seen Her out with another man once at a restaurant and had wandered about it. She also told F that She had suspected my business partner of having multiple affairs and at one point had reason to believe that F had been sleeping with him. F convinced her that this was not the case, but did tell her that she found him very sexually atractive and if the situation were different, would definately have slept with him.
My Brother is still not sure of the dynamic between F and i and has not said too much about it, although his wife and F have had a lot of discussions regarding our lifestyle. My business partner never missed a thing and discussed things with me very often. He has jokingly and openly (sometimes in front of F) said that he wants to take Her out on a date (and he did - but that is another story)