So... here i am. A long time lurker (i think so its called). And now starting to try some files... Nothing big.. nothing tasty *smile* Just the induction for beginning. And today i listende the second time. The first time is.. hmm more than a month ago. TIll than had no time.. forgott about the files.. or don't want to listen to them. But than come today.. second try... At first.. nothing.. special. Ok Eyes was a little bit tired.. but it's late.. so i don't thought much about it. Just want to listen.. than thoughst come into my head... other sthoughst.. not about wahrt i heard just something else... I driftet in the other thougts don't... hmm don't listend anymore to the voice. Sometime i came up from my thougts payed a little bit attention where the voice is.. where te file is.. i closed my eyes for relaxing them. and thought again about a friend.. a story.. and even i thought.. argh i need many times to hear that till something happens. And then there was the awakening. The file ended iopend my eyes and feeled refreshed. I thought... strange... eyes aren't tired anymore. Was that a success.. but i thought of so many things?.. Paid not really much attention on the voice and the file.. but.. had it worked? I talked with a friend about that.. and i got a little bit excited.. had it really worked. I treid a second time.. and how it should be.. nothing happend. I paid attention.. nothing happend.. only one short moment i startet with other thoughts.. and it felt something like before.. i awakend from my thoughts.. and into the file again.. and tried to listen again. I heard things i hadn't heard before. That get me thinking again in... was i off?! But nothing happend the second time. Can it be that i have to think about other things that it will work with me? My friend said.. calm down.. try it another time.. and so.. i have to wait.. may be.. whe i don't think about it.. when let myself drift again in my thoughts may be than it works. So for all who have read till here. Thank you for reading.. and get through my tries to explain and tries to use english. May be i will get you some news.. and till than than... have a good time..