Well, i caved in and tried trigslave. I think I've listened to it somewhere between 15 & 20 times since yesterday afternoon. I've also been listening to the sublim trigslave (don't remember if i got it here or from the yahoo groups). Anyways, i did the basic trig slave test (not the fancy one as i previewed it and didn't like the content. Anyways, I'm remembering what is happening still while I was triggered, but I have lost control. I would like to try it out with someone else triggering it - not my wife yet, she is still early to hypnosis and i don't want to scare her away yet. On another note, i was managed to be triggered from trig freeze on the chat (thanks ignusb) I'm still trying to resist but it is getting more & more difficult - for the trigfreeze i deliberately chose the one where i would remember what is going on. I'll have to listen to that file many more times - but for now im distracted with trigslave.