There are three things I wonder to myself. One, if I do decide to dedicate myself to this hynopsis, should I use the physical files since apart wishes I could be a beautiful woman with large full breasts? Two, if I do decide to dedicate myself to this hynopsis, should I work more on the mental hallucination files since apart of me is unsure about the physical transformations if they do work but the hallucinations are not even garanteed to work? Three, just forget hynopsis all together and try to live a normal life, and try my best to forget these moments of each day where I wonder if I would be happier as a girl? Anyone have advice?