12/31 Well here goes, I never thought I would do this but I am ready to go full time in diapers. I have been listening to Diaper Destiny and to Baby Bladder. I like the new nursery induction. I do wet when I am diapered like a baby. There are just lots of short spurts. It feels wonderful. I am looking forward to waking up wet but am also afraid of it. I guess I am hoping hypnosis will help me conquer this fear so I can be free to know that diaper wearing is not just for fun anymore. It is the reality in my life. I bought a 06 calendar and will keep a diaper chart. I will mark each time I change my diaper and each morning whether it is wet or dry. I also wonder about waking up messy. It is part of the destiny and I think I want it.