Giving up controlby asdfWell, I finally found a willing and most of all serious master. He's twice as old and experienced, which makes this a learning activity for me. In the beginning of the conversation, I did not think he would have me, but he finally warmed up and agreed. Best of all ... he's my new ROOMMATE!
You can expect to see me naked all the times. Another stipulation is that I only wear clothes outside -- no clothes inside the house. He controls my life, my decisions, and my future (and has done so for awhile now). He's kind of like my husband or guardian, but with strict and demanding rules; very humble and loving but at the same time he wants to piss in my mouth. (I love him, too! Maybe I have a prospective husband here for real.)
Sexuality has always been at the forefront of my life, and it is just now being fulfilled! Joy, joy, joy! The only problem is that I get to dress in sexy outfits less and less -- being naked all the time, unless we go out together. I'm so happy. :) I have no responsibilities but to stay sexy and clean the house -- follow his orders as he gives them.
I'm going to suggest hypnosis to aid my training as well.
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