Well another night another trance. I'm starting to enjoy the time I spend in these trances. They are enjoyable and calming. The feeling of helplessness when I know I cant move my body even if my hair was on fire is nice too.

I woke up and rolled over grabbing my headset and turned my CD player on and lay back down. The morning trances are kind of different for me. I am not a morning person so I'm half asleep as I listen to it. Soft whispering voice in my ears as they control me and pull me into a deep warm place inside my mind. I think I fell back asleep. Last night I lay in my bed listening to the induction and deeper file. I felt my mind clear as the voice of the woman started up. I turned down the volume some to make it a softer experience and that made a big difference! I felt my limbs go numb as instructed and just relaxed. I felt my self go under and stay as instructed then tried to relaxe as I was brought back to being awake. The exersise went well. Much better then the night before and my mind didn't wonder as much this time. It almost feels like my mind was grasping for any random thought in my head to keep itself from sinking into a black abyse. Nothing really to report it went well but it didn't feel any deeper this time. I didn't listen to the other two files (cursed plug and feminization) thinking I should put the most attention to the files instructed by my Master. I listen to them twice before finally going to bed. I didn't have any dreams I could remember so again nothing to report. I hope this is exceptable for my Master.

~Patches~