Lots of hypnosis going on today. I tried a program called virtual hypnotist (without the voice, wretched computer!) using a custom script to achieve a state of hallucinatory femininity (gender-change on command is my ultimate goal), and barely felt a thing. This was because I didn't trance deeply. I've done some self-hypnosis (non-erotic) before, and I know what a good trance feels like.

Next I tried this site's TrigFreeze. It worked, sort of. Certainly, I felt a mild urge to stay still, but after three minutes on the test file I said to myself "screw it" and started moving again. Nevertheless, I'm intrigued. I'll revisit TrigFreeze.

During the time I was frozen, a revelation came to me. Proper reception of suggestions requires double-think. At one time you have to believe that the command truly controls you, even though you also understand that you must not push it too far since it's all rooted in your own mind.

I skimmed some of the other files, and they seem decent. So far I've got TrainAnalOrgasm, TrigNipplePlay, GSTrigWoman2, LRFemaleOrgasm, along with a variety of dream MP3s lined up if TrigFreeze proves effective enough long-term.

On another note: is it just me, or does EMG sound like the boss from Office Space?

People on another erotic hypnosis chat I frequent have advised me that this place is a dead end. I'm skeptical too, but I'll put aside my skepticism for at least a few weeks, see how things go. However, I'm not going to try to grow ovaries.