The file stays the same length but my memory of it seems to be getting shorterby patchesIts getting to the point I'm having trouble staying with the file past it talking about sand castles now. Thats like within the first two or three minutes! I've been told that the file 'suggests' I forget about it and I seem to be doing just that. I'm not worried, I'm actually excited I seem to be taking to this like a fish to water. When I try to think of the file, what it says to me or what its doing to me all I can remember are little bits and whispers. I've been having some odd dreams, I know that but I cant seem to remember any details about any of them. Now Master tells me he has another file read for me, I think I'm about to go sit at the mailbox and wait for it! I can feel my mind relaxing, getting read when I listen to the music playing and then when I hear Master's voice "I'm feeling pretty good about this one..." I know I cant move anymore. Last night my earphone moved a little out of my ear and I was thinking "I need to fix that, I can hardly hear" normally when I'm under I cant move my limbs without a lot of effort. I fixed the headphone without thinking about it as easy as if I were anywhere else. The odd thing about this was the fact my arm moved but nothing else would. Well all in all I'm loving this.
~Patches~
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