Barking at the mail person and sitting on my tail..by patchesI lay in my bed and listen to the CD as usual. I was lucky enough to talk to Master so the Cd reminded me of how much I liked talking with him. It was actually easier to talk with him then I expected it to be. My mind was going over and over the scenes that the trance would allow me to play out and that was a little distracting. I dont recall where I heard it but I once heard "if you think of a song over and over in your head while your trying to be put under you can resist" I wasn't trying to resist! I got this stupid thing in my head and couldn't stop thinking of it as I was listening to the trance. I had the song "suicide is painless" stuck in my head. Now I resisted up I think untill near the end when I zoned out finally. I actually dont recall taking the headphones out or rolling over to go to sleep so it still worked. I need to work on calming down before the cd starts and stop letting my mind wonder.
~Patches~
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