I have been a member and a avid user of this site for some time (about 2 years). I started to collect the fem files and any other ones that sounded interesting. Because of my job in the military I've been catious about doing any of them. They have just been sitting on my hard drive taking up space. but now I'm out of the military and I'm going to take this full bore. Some things about me: I started crossdressing when I was 13. It was and has always been a means for masturebation for me. I have no need to be dressed, just to wear panties, bra, or other lingerie to jerk off into. I would then remove the clothing and resume normal activities. I'm married to a woman that loves me (seemingly no matter what I do) since Jan 02. I tried to scare her away because of the fact I didn't want to hurt her now, or any imagined slight I may or may not do in the future. So I introduced her to my bag that I had in my locked foot locker before we where married thinking that this would send her for the hills. Nope she sorted it into piles and folded them nice and neat making comments about how nice my taste in womans under wear was. She then stripped and started to try on some of my collection. Now that was exciting to watch. She also ran off with half of it. Guess it was a good thing I married her if only to get my collection back. I have no interest im men or to have any object inserted into my rectum or mouth for any sexual gratification. To this date I have yet to dress fully or even try to pass as a woman. The will is there it's just I didn't have the interest to take it further than where I am now. I'm starting to rant now, but this was ment to set a ground base or a zero point if you will. I'm going to start on a training program of sorts based on this hypnosis site. I'll be posting the files I will be listening to like my new religion later in the day when I have completed the list of what I want.