March 19-20by patchesI lay in bed thinking of plot lines and chapter breakdowns of a short story I was thinking of writting. This is of course unrelated to any trance work I'm doing, its just a side project. Well I figured I'd give myself the night off from my trance work just so I can work on the storyline. Well after laying in bed for two hours without getting any closer to falling asleep I rolled over, put the headphones on and turned my CD on. I remember I was still thinking of storylines and what not while the trance CD was playing. I tried to stop thinking about that but I was on a roll so I couldn't stop. I dont recall any of what the track said to me but I still zoned out around the usual place. This surprised me (even though it shouldn't have) even if I wasn't paying attention to the CD it still had the usual effect, it slipped right by my consciouse thoughts and hit me dead on. Well by my Master's bidding (and my own need) I went for a walk this morning. I left the house around 9:30am or so, I was debaiting if I wanted to put it off because first it was rainning (lightly) and then my CD batteries died and I had to dig up a fresh pair. I managed to get going thinking Master would be angry if I put it off because of a light drizzle. I walked from my home to a nearby gas station (about 2.5 miles) got a quick drink and walked home. It was about 4-5 miles give or take, my legs were tired but it wasn't the worse I've felt. I actually find myself looking forward to tomarrow's walk and maybe being told I'm a 'good boy' for committing to walking.
~Patches~
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