A Girl and Her Hypnotist

This story was written based on a blog that recently stopped posting. That made me a little sad, so I thought up a little scenario to how it all might continue. This was done without permission."Hello?""Hi Laura!""Hi Sweetie, I thought that was you, though you're a bit late, are you ready for this week's session?""Um well, actually, I mean we've talked about this, and put it on my blog, but I guess you get to hear it first, I decided to quit the dare.""I see. Quitting diapers after a year and a half is going to be tough…""I know, I've gotten so used to it, but after the whole Christmas with my family, and the number of times I've been leaking has increased, I think I should stop. I mean the dare ended six months ago… Longer. And it's an expensive habit."Sure. None of your blog friends are sending you anything?""No, at least not enough. I feel weird doing this on their support too.""Well I had a feeling this was coming. I have been reading your blog after all.""I would still like to have a regular chat with you, if that's okay.""Oh that would be lovely. You're a friend, this isn't the first time you've called not looking for hypnosis.""Cool, lately I really have come to rely on you.""And I would miss your calls. So what do you want to chat about?""I don't know, how was your day?""Busy. So much work to do, so many muckity-mucks to keep happy. I came home and I had a long, hot bath… it was sooo relaxing.""Mmm that does sound nice.""I do love a good long soak, eases all the tension, don't you think so, Babygirl?""…""When you take a bath… isn't it sooo relaxing… to just float away in the warm water?""…""To just feel yourself sinking down deeper and deeper, Babygirl? Deeper and more relaxed as the water rolls gently over your skin… Are you feeling relaxed?""Yes.""Are you feeling deep?""Yes.""How deep?""Eight.""Say your mantra, and as you do you will feel yourself getting deeper. Each word will pull you under into trance, Babygirl. Say your mantra and feel yourself going deep into trance.""I want to give up control. I used dares to give control to others. I want to give up control. I used the dares to give up control to diapers. I want to give up control. I gave up control of my life to diapers. I want to give up control. I gave up control to you to help me give up control. I want to give up control. I can't take back control. I want to give up control. I am giving up control to you. I want to give up control. I gave up control to you. I want to give up control. I gave up control to you.""Good Babygirl. You are feeling perfectly relaxed, perfectly in trance. Everything I say is going deep in your subconscious. So deep, so comfortable, so perfectly open to my suggestions. You won't remember this trance, but you're subconscious mind will retain everything I tell you. Your subconscious mind will lock everything in even if you can't consciously remember it, because you remembered to forget.""Now you will listen, and while you listen you will hear my words, and they will feel very heavy. They will pull you down deeper into trance. They will be like big heavy stones in your mind. Big heavy stones of thought that will be very difficult to move. They will sit in your mind like a mountain. Immovable. They will sit in your mind until they become your thoughts, until they become a part of the landscape of your mind. My words will become the foundation of your conscious mind even if you aren't aware of them, in the same way that you aren't aware of the horizon unless you really look at it. But even then if you do look at them, they will be so heavy, so set in place that they will look like your thoughts, they will look like your feelings. My words will be your thoughts, my words will be your feelings. Do you understand Babygirl?""Yes.""Are you wearing a diaper?""Yes.""Are you wet?""Yes.""Good Babygirl, when you feel the urge you will relax and let it happen, it won't disturb your trance in the slightest. It will feel like a part of the trance as though it never happened.This is because you don't have control. You gave up control. You can't take back control, because if you could… you wouldn't have really given it up. But most importantly you don't want control. You don't want control. Tell me.""…""Tell me you don't want control.""I… don't… want control.""Tell me you don't want control, Babygirl.""I don't want control.""Good Babygirl. You don't want control and you couldn't take it back if you wanted. You gave control to your diapers. You can't take back control, or else you never really gave it away in the first place. You want your diapers to control you. Tell me.""…""Tell me you want your diapers to control you.""…""You want your diapers to control you Babygirl. Tell me you want your diapers to control you.""I… I… want my diapers… to… control… me.""Good Babygirl, tell me you want your diapers to control you.""I want… my diapers to… control me.""Tell me you want your diapers to control you, Babygirl.""I want my diapers to control me.""Good Babygirl. Every time you think that you will go deeper. Every time you think about how much your diapers control you you will give them more control. You will think about how much control they have, and how difficult it would be to take it back. And you don't want to take it back anyway. You want your diapers to have control, Don't you Babygirl?""…Yes""And every time you think about how much control they have you will be giving them more control. They will have all control, it will be impossible to take back control, because your diapers control you. You gave up control to your diapers. Your diapers control you and you want them to control you, Don't you Babygirl?""Yes.""Every time you think about potty training you will think about how difficult it is. Diapers will seem so much more easy. You gave up control to diapers, and now life is so much more easy, whereas going back will seem difficult. It will seem so difficult to give up the diapers. You've built your whole life around wearing diapers. Now your life will seem strange without them. Your life will be harder whereas life with diapers will be easier. You will think about these things every time you feel the urge to go. The urge to go will become a distraction for you.""Which means that every time you remember to hold your urine, you will be distracted, which means that every time you feel the urge to go, you will forget. You will feel good about holding your urine, but then you will remember that you must forget. You will remember to forget that you have to go to the bathroom. Every time you remember to hold your urine you will forget to go to the bathroom. Every time you remember that you should go to the bathroom, you will forget to hold your urine. You will forget to remember, and you will remember to forget. You will forget to remember that you need to go to the bathroom every time you hold your urine. You will remember to forget that every time you remember to go to the bathroom, you will forget to hold your urine. You can't remember to hold your urine, and remember told go to the bathroom at the same time. Remembering on will make you forget the other. The other will remind you to forget the one.""You will do this. You will do it because you don't really like the toilet. Toilets are so gross. You don't know who's been sitting on it, and they're so dirty. They're so gross. Every time you sit on one you feel so gross and dirty. You feel like you'd rather sit in a wet diaper than sit on a dirty toilet. You'd rather wet yourself than sit on a disgusting toilet. Sometimes you'd rather wet yourself even if you aren't wearing a diaper just to prevent yourself from having to sit on a toilet. No matter how clean it looks, you know the truth. Toilets are disgusting. Toilets are gross. It's better to be wet than have to sit on a toilet. It's better to mess than to sit on a disgusting toilet. You can always clean up your mess, but a toilet has everyone's mess all over it.""And the bathroom is so far, and you have to stop what you're doing. It's so much easier with a diaper. You don't have to interrupt what you're doing with a diaper. With a diaper you don't have to be distracted with your diaper. You can focus on what you're doing when you don't have to go to the bathroom. Life is so much easier with a diaper, isn't it? Isn't it Babygirl?""Yes.""You don't like toilets Babygirl. Say you don't like toilets.""I don't like toilets.""You don't like toilets, and going to the bathroom all the time is annoying. Say you don't like going to the bathroom.""I don't like going to the bathroom.""Good Babygirl. This will make it easier for you to forget to remember because you don't want to remember anyway. You want to forget. You want to forget to remember. You do want to remember to forget. You just don't want to remember. You don't want to remember because it's a hassle. You don't want to remember because it's so gross. Life is so much easier with diapers. You want to remember to forget because life is so much easier with diapers. You want to remember to forget, and forget to remember because life is so much easier with diapers. Say that life is easier with diapers.""Life is easier with diapers.""Good Babygirl. Life is easier with diapers and tougher with panties. Life is annoying with panties, but life is pleasant with diapers. Panties aren't as comfortable as diapers. Panties are tight in all the wrong places, but loose in all the wrong places. Panties have no padding. Panties have no control. You can't control yourself with panties. You didn't give control to your panties. Your diapers have control. You gave control to your diapers, not your panties. Your diapers don't leak. Panties leak. Panties make a mess. You don't like panties. Say you don't like panties.""I don't like panties.""Good Babygirl, you don't like panties. They are thin and uncomfortable. They have no control, they leak everywhere and make a mess. The only way you like panties is if you have a liner. The only way you like panties is if you have the thickest pad you can find. Panties are only comfortable when you have thick pads in them. But even then they aren't really all that good. They are still too thin. They still don't have control. They don't have control because you don't have control. Your diapers have control. Your diapers stop leaks. Your diapers make your life easier. Diapers are better than panties. Say diapers are better than panties.""Diapers are better than panties.""Good Babygirl. Now I'm going to wake you soon. When you wake up, you won't remember that you went into trance. You won't remember that you wet yourself. You won't remember that you forgot everything I've told you. Your subconscious will remember, but you won't. You will remember a good refreshing conversation about nothing that was important. You will remember that you had fun venting about minor frustrations, and listening to mine. And you will realize that without noticing that you wet yourself. You will remember to forget that you went into trance. Your subconscious mind will remember that you went into trance, it will remind you to remember to forget. It will remind you to forget to remember.""You will remember our conversation even if you can't remember all the details. You will realize that you wet yourself. You will be frustrated that retraining yourself won't be easy. But you also won't really mind. You're used to this. And really it meant that you didn't have to miss out on anything that we talked about. You will go to clean yourself. But instead you will have naughty thoughts. You will have dirty thoughts, and instead of cleaning yourself you will enjoy yourself. You will play with yourself, and you will enjoy your diaper. You will enjoy that you gave up your control. You will enjoy that you lost control. When you are done enjoying your diaper you won't want to take off the diaper. You won't really be done enjoying your diaper because you enjoy wearing diapers. You know you should at least get changed, but you won't want to. You will go to bed in your dirty, wet diaper. You will enjoy going to bed in your dirty, wet diaper. That is what you will do when you come out of trance.""On the count of three you will come up. You will come up slowly as though you got distracted for a moment, but you will listen to the conversation and try to get back on track.""One. Coming up. Slowly waking up your conscious mind. Feeling it rise out of the deep places of your mind""Two. More awake now. Realizing that you're not paying attention, someone's talking but you aren't listening. You really should be paying attention.""Three. Three times I had to knock before that jerk would help me. Smarmy prick just stared at me through the window.""…""Are you okay?""Um… yeah, I just… I just realized that I wet myself.""Oh, well you better go get yourself cleaned up. Don't lose hope. You're just getting started. You're bound to have a lot of work to do before everything gets back to normal.""Yeah. Except that now I don't know what normal is anymore."