Chapter 1

As I sit here and think about it I don't feel bad about it, I just am thinking if I really did something to make it happen or was it just a natural coarse of events to make me so completely gay. As I sit here and try to write out exactly what happened I keep getting a little confused and mixed up as I reflect on my journey. I'm going to refer to this as my journey/evolving into the world of cocks.

I wasn't always gay, I was just a normal guy that had a girl friend and she just didn't like sucking cock. Being the really smart guy that I was I told her she needed to pay more attention to my dick and that included sucking on it. She understood and said that she thought it was a mental thing and said that cocks were kinda icky and didn't like sucking cocks. Holding them and stroking them was fine, but sucking them she needed time to get used to the idea and besides she said I didn't suck cocks so why should she. My solution was to download several files to listen to that was supposed to help the listener get used to sucking cock. She thought I was crazy, but would listen to them if I did too. I figured it was all bullshit and agreed with her.

We started that night after I downloaded several files and started to play them when we went to bed and we both made fun of the files and said things like “ooow I need cock, and ooow let me suck yours” We laughed and giggled until we fell asleep and in the morning we woke up to the files still playing and we laugh because we didn't feel any different. Actually she didn't have much of a problem sucking on my cock and I didn't have a overwhelming desire to suck cock so I thought I was immune to the files.

I started playing the files every night and after a while the files were just playing all the time in the bedroom on a loop and we just didn't pay much attention to the files playing, but we never stopped having great sex and I was getting the blowjobs I wanted and I started eating pussy. I started adding files to make her more submissive and I think she started adding files too. Either way we were happy and the sex was great.

One night my buddy Robert came over for supper and some poker and after he left my girlfriend said she thought he was cute and wonder what it would be like to suck his cock. I was surprised she would think such a thing and that put the thought into my head wondering what it would be like to suck his cock. I dropped the subject and said something about the files might be working and she said she was going to look for more interesting files. I told her to do what she thought was best and she asked me if I had any ideas and I said something about deep throating cock. She actually said she might have seen a file that promoted deep throating. We laughed and I thought nothing of it.

Actually she started to take my whole dick into her mouth and very quickly she could do so without gagging. She asked me if I thought I could do it to and I said I didn't know. A week later she had a dildo, a large dildo and it made me jealous she had such a large cock and she stuck it into her mouth and in went about 10 inches and then she started to slide it in and out. I was amazed and started to wonder if I could do that too. I actually started to salivate and almost drooled thinking about this new toy she had. It didn't take long and she was waving the cock under my nose and teasing me to suck it. I laughed and said if she could do it then so could I. She put the cock down by her pussy and it stuck up like she had a boner and I had to submit and bend down to it. When I put my mouth over the cock and put my hand on it to help point it at my mouth I got really, and I mean really excited. My dick was rock hard and she noticed it and kept saying things about how much I must love cock because how hard my dick was. I started to suck on it and I felt like I was in heaven and I lost it. I really began sucking and sliding it in and out, deeper and deeper and I stroked it and played with it and my cock came and squirted my cum all over the place. She just took my cum and rubbed it on the cock and I just kept sucking and tasting my cum. I just couldn't believe how much I enjoyed sucking that dildo and how much liked my cum. I sucked the cock and I sucked her pussy and I ate all my cum and I kept thinking that I wanted more and more.

We fell asleep exhausted and she mentioned that she had added more files to the play list and I nodded and mumbled okay before I closed my eyes. I woke up and had a morning boner and the dildo was sticking me in the ribs. I took the dildo really slowly and worked it between her legs and slowly, ever so slowly into her pussy and soon she was sleepily humping it with a huge smile on her face. I worked it faster and faster in her pussy and she really started to hump it. I started to stroke my dick and and at the same time I came she came too. I started to eat my cum and she was licking her fingers wet with her pussy cum. I put my head between her legs and proceeded to clean her up. She spun around and we were in the 69 position and she started sucking and cleaning me up too.

We got up and showered without saying a whole lot and while eating breakfast she said that she really liked the way I woke her up and I told her I liked waking her like that. We laughed and gave each other a high five. I said something like I guess the files were working and our sex life was getting better and more interesting. She agreed and said she was going to find more files to make our sex even more interesting, I nodded and continued eating and mentioned that Robert was looking forward to another poker night.