Baby Abbie

Abbie's Story:

My friend Abbie is an AB or Adult Baby. She's 40ish, very petite, about 5 ft.4 and around 120 pounds. She could pass for 25 often without makeup and dressed cute in her 'little girl' clothes. She works from home as a tech support and customer service agent for an internet service company and has lots of time for 'playtime' and fun.

We met about 5 years ago at a Pride Day parade and festivities in Toronto. She was dressed in a cute summer sun dress, thick diapers and pretty baby panties, a little sunbonnet and being pushed in a baby stroller by a Mistress I knew who catered to adult babies in the Toronto area.

I went up to her and said "Aren't you a cute little baby girl!" and she smiled then made shy. I asked if she was with her Mommy, and Mistress said "No. She just wanted to come to the parade and parties as baby Abbie, so I brought her along with me in her stroller."

We chatted for a while and Mistress explained little Abbie was a toddler today, about 1 1/2 years old, and she was being a very good baby girl.

I was dressed in my prettiest sissy outfit, demure but showing I was cock hungry, and I was. Mistress J (my Mistress) told me I had to bring back three dollars to her this evening, one for each blowjob I could do as her sissy slut, and I was hungry for cum in any event.

I explained myself to Mistress who found it quite amusing I was trolling for young studs who wanted a cheap but fantastic blowjob, and she asked if I'd like to look after baby Abbie for a while and meet her early evening at a local pub in the Village. Abbie didn't seem to mind, as I'd been baby talking to her and tickling her like any woman would do with a cute toddler, so I agreed and off we went.

Abbie was very well behaved and a good little baby. I gave her a couple bottles of juice and water as it was really hot and we wandered around the Village checking out the activities and music and booths. Abbie loved the magician, who gave her a 'magic' balloon animal, and she dozed off for a while in her stroller and just suckled her soother, cooing softly. 

She was a gorgeous baby girl.

Around dinner time I suggested we go to a little restaurant just off the main Village street and get some din din and cool off. I ordered her chicken fingers and spaghetti and had a salad and tuna myself. She was a messy eater and I ended up feeding her cut up chicken fingers and spoonfuls of spaghetti. Once she was cleaned up I ordered her a chablis and put it in her bottle so she could drink.

I spotted a young hunk at the bar and told baby to finish her bottle and nanny would be right back. I insinuate myself into the young man's crotch and asked him if he want a cheap but fantastic blowjob. When I told him just one dollar, he was enthusiastic and we went into the men's room where I gave him a wonderful slow blowjob. He was so pleased he gave me my dollar and a dollar tip.

When I went back to Abbie, she was being fawned over by several Trans girls and a couple of young Dominas I knew. Some of them knew Abbie and played right along with her baby time. In short order two more young men came up to me and asked if my 'blowjob special' was still on and I hungrily said YES. Excusing myself and leaving Abbie in the care of the Trans girls, I ably gave two more quick blowjobs and got 5 more dollars in fees and tips.

Abbie and I moved to a more private booth and talked. She told me she'd been an AB for twenty years or so, and was a teen baby before that. She'd been wearing diapers almost all the time for nearly 10 years and used them to wet as much as possible. She really wanted to wet herself like a real baby, and had tried some hypnosis tapes, and even went to a hypnotist, but while she wet easily in her diapers she still knew when she had to pee and had to think about wetting.

She had a small nursery setup in her apartment, with crib, change table and a pretty full layette she said but wanted a Daddy or Mommy to take care of her as a baby when she didn't have to work.

I explained a bit about myself, how I was a hypnopet of Mistress J, a submissive sissy, and had been in diapers for over 30 years myself, and wet pretty well all the time, although like her was always aware that I needed to pee.

Our rendezvous time with Mistress was getting close so I pushed her to the pub and we met Mistress right on time. Mistress thanked me for being a good nanny for baby Abbie and asked Abbie if we had fun and nanny treated her nicely. Abbie babbled about what she'd seen and what we'd done and how she really like nanny Petie.

Abbie was quite wet and needed a change, but there was nowhere around with an accessible or family washroom where I could change her. Mistress and I discussed the dilemna and we decided Abbie would have to go home to be changed and it was probably bedtime for a baby anyway.

Abbie kicked up a bit of a fuss and said "Nanny take me. Nanny change me!" and Mistress asked if that was alright with me. I checked with Abbie to make sure and we all agreed. I put a change pad on the back seat and buckled little Abbie in safely and followed her directions to her apartment.  Turns out she lived on the edge of the Village anyway so we were soon home.

She insisted I push her into her apartment in her stroller and gave me her keys. Fortunately we made it without incident or running into any snotty people. She had a nice two bedroom apartment, with a small den/office off the living room. One bedroom was all nursery with her crib, change table and lots of diapers and baby dresses and rompers hung neatly. I cleaned her up, and put on a fresh diaper and baby panties and lightweight sleepers.

She took my hand and showed me around her apartment. Her second bedroom was a typical working girl bedroom and her kitchen dining area was neatly organized. Her fridge was full of baby bottles and sippy cups and some large toddler baby food bottles.

I began to excuse myself and she said stay and let's cuddle and talk some more. We did.  It was getting late and I had to drive an hour and a half to my home outside Toronto, so I began to excuse myself again explaining I had a long drive after a long day.

She plaintiffly said stay and use my grown up bedroom. Put me in my crib and I'll be a good girl all night. I always had spare diapers in my diaper bag in the car so I agreed.

I got her a bottle of warm milk and we cuddle on the couch, then I checked her diaper, which was just a little damp, and carried her to her crib. I put her mobile on for her, tucked her in and kissed her good night.

The next morning I heard "Mommy me all wet!" from the nursery, and sure enough she was soaked. I teased her for being such a wet baby, and cleaned her up, told her to get a shower, and I'd diaper her and dress her after her shower. She wanted to shower together with mommy but I declined. After all I'd just met her.

I cleaned up in her other en-suite bathroom, changed myself and made us a light breakfast. 

She hollered "All Ready Mommy!" and I found her buck naked on the change table waiting for her diaper and outfit. I picked out a cute romper and took her to the kitchen for breakfast.

We had a coffee and had some more 'grownup' talk after breakfast. She learned more about me and I about her. She asked if we could visit again, and if I'd be her mommy or daddy sometimes. I had explained I was a male but trained to be an effiminate sissy by my Mistress J. I asked her if she was really sure she wanted me to be her mommy or daddy and she said yes. I was very kind and thoughtful and knew how to take care of a baby. (I had learned taking care of Mistress J's baby clients sometimes, as her sissy nanny.)

I said it would be fun, and since I come into the city every Thursday to meet with bankers and investors we could meet Friday afternoon or evening before I had to return home. As it turned out I seldom returned home until Sunday evening or early Monday morning.

As time passed we become close and became good friends too, not just as mommy or daddy and baby, but as girlfriends sometimes going shopping or going out, and as a 'couple' boy/girl as much as I could be the 'boy'.

There was NO SEX at all. I am a sissy and sissies do NOT have sex with females. EVER. Impossible. Just can't do it.

We would cuddle on the couch watching movies or TV, she'd nurse at my breasts which really made me cum in my diaper, and just do nice things together. About half our time was spent as parent to baby Abbie, and the rest in varying roles.

She met Mistress J, who really approved of our relationships. My being mommy to baby Abbie, our being girlfriends and shopping or going out while I trolled for some hunky guy to service me.

She came to my place for several weekends, and I setup a nice nursery for her, with crib, wardrobe, change table and lots of toys for little babies to toddler age.

About 1 1/2 years ago we moved in together. She gave up her job and began working for me as my administrative assistant and I helped her make some real good investments and build up a nice little bankroll and retirement fund for herself.  She proved a very capable helper, and began doing some of the housework for me and laundering both our cloth diapers and baby panties.

Evenings and weekend I kept little Abbie in baby mode much of the time. I let her use some of my collected diaper training files to help her achieve her goal of wetting like a baby when she was diapered, and to feel and act more like a real baby. 

She began to feel more like a baby after a few months, and certainly acted more like a two year old when I put her in baby time. Toddlers don't always behave well and she could be a handful at times.

She did start wetting her diapers more often, and was really enjoying wetting herself in baby time, but when we were out as girlfriends she'd still have to think about wetting, which was a disappointment.

She said she wanted to wet like a baby all the time. Didn't matter where she was or what she was doing she'd just wet and not even know it was happening until she felt her diaper getting wet.

I explained I was the same. Although I'm not an AB I want to wet like a little baby all the time too.  To me, uncontrollably wetting all the time was my sign of total surrender, total submission.

For her uncontrolled wetting was her confirmation she is a baby. All the time, not just when she's dressed as a baby.

Mistress J took quite an interest in Abbie and in our relationship and told me to bring Abbie with me often on my visits to her for training and additional programming. ( You can read about this more as I complete the Premie Peter saga). Several times she'd take Abbie into her private office for an hour or so while I cleaned or organized her 'toys' and did what a good little sissy maid is supposed to do.

After one such visit, Mistress J told me Abbie was programmed to regress and become a true baby whenever I said "Abbie's baby time now." and would remain a baby until I said "Abbie's a big girl now." or for three days if I didn't trigger her return to normal. She also told me to let Abbie use my PTE file that Mandy had made for me years ago (You will hear about that too.)

Before we left Mistress J's she told me to trigger Abbie to be baby Abbie. In just a few minutes Abbie was behaving like a toddler. Baby talking, excited and really 'sucky' like a shy toddler. Mistress told me to take her hand and return to our home, keeping her in baby mode for the weekend. I did as told and little Abbie was a dream to take care of. She was a very well behaved little baby and loved to cuddle and sit in mommy's lap as she had her bottles. She toddled unsteadily around the ground floor playing with her toys and 'helping' mommy clean up and dust. 

She seemed to become more and more a real baby as the weekend passed, then come Monday afternoon returned to her normal self, and told me how wonderful and exciting and real it was to be a baby, and mommy take care of her completely.

She reminded me Mistress J wanted her to listen to Mandy's PTE file and I got it out for her and put it on her phone so she could use it anytime she wanted. The PTE file removes all memory and knowledge of potty training so all you know about is using your diapers like you did as a baby. This was the reason I've been in diapers for over 30 years.

In about a week, Abbie couldn't remember the last time she'd used a toilet or potty, and began messing her diapers as well as peeing more frequently. I wasn't thrilled with the messy diapers, but as a good mommy I cleaned her up and changed her as needed. At least when she wasn't in baby mode she cleaned up after herself and changed her own diapers.

Mistress J aslo gave Abbie a file to use that basically taught her to be a good baby and do as mommy told her anytime she was a baby for her safety. It was a bit strange for me to be telling Abbie what to do, as I was becoming increasingly submissive under Mistress J's programming and training, but she helped me learn that mommy had to tell baby what to do and how to behave so baby would be safe and happy.

About a year ago I began spending more time time with Mistress J to finish my sissy submissive programming but Mistress made sure I gave baby Abbie lots of baby time in the evenings and at least every other weekend.

Grown up Abbie was becoming a bit promiscuous, I guess following in mommy's footsteps, and when I was with Mistress J, or out trolling for hunks, she'd go off and find her own hunk to have grownup fun with. When we were in the city, especially around the village, it wasn't hard for either of us to find partners, and she seemed to be bisexual, so was quite happy with a man or woman. Of course her mommy was always her favourite person, and when we went out as girlfriends she was the 'big sister' teaching me more and more how to behave as a good sissy and slutty little tramp. (I'm pretty sure Mistress J had something to do with this aspect of our relationship.)

Our little life together was quite comfortable, and I fully retired a little over a year ago, just managing my own investments as I transitioned a full Transgirl and finished Mistress J's programming for me.

About 6 months ago I came across Mistress Surrender's site and her Wet in Diapers AB/DL file. I downloaded it along with Deepening Hypnosis conditioning file and used it for a few weeks. I found it really helped me to just let go and wet my diapers without thinking about it most times, and I felt closer to total submission and almost totally losing control. A few months ago I came across Wet in Diapers 2 Permanent Incontinence which I'd bought but forgot about with some of my other programming needs for Mistress J.

I started using it 3 times a day and found myself wetting completely unconsciously and began messing my diapers too. I was becoming totally and permanently incontinent, just like a baby.

I told Abbie about this a week or so ago, and she insisted on using my files. Her deepest desire still was to wet like a little baby all the time.  I checked with Mistress J to see if that was alright with her, and she said Yes, and watch how it affects baby Abbie too.

Abbie used Wet in Diapers 1 for about a week and was pleased how it helped her wet more easily and unconsciously in her diapers. Then she used Wet in Diapers 2. In just tow days of using the file 3 times a day she woke up soaked in the morning and didn't wake all night. Remaining fast asleep all night, just wetting her diapers while she slept. That day she squealed several times "Oh my God I just peed in my diaper and didn't even know it was happening." It's almost a week now since she started using Wet in Diapers 2 and she's peeing her diapers almost constantly and without any awareness or warning. She is absolutely ecstatic and says "Now I know I'm a REAL baby cuz I pee pee all the time in my diapers and don't know it."

As a good mommy I now have to check little Abbie more fregurently for soaking wet diapers. It's pretty easy to tell when she's messy, but she seems to just love sitting in a wet diaper as baby Abbie or big girl Abbie.

We didn't get to go to Pride Weekend this year because Mistress J gave me other assignments and the weather was really nasty but we still go out lots as mommy and baby, around the village and even in our local town. Dressed as a baby girl, Abbie looks very young, and most people don't recognize me as a woman, so we just tell people Abbie is 'slow' and if she's in baby mode it's quite convincing listen to her babble excitedly like a two year old and her behaviour is so typical of a toddler.

I have spent many years as a hypnopet and experience several different wonderful hypnotic Mistresses and a couple of Masters. I do have to say Mistress Surrender's AB files are the best I've seen around for years, but someone who doesn't have the money or time for 'brainwashing' and wants to use diapers just like a little baby does.

I'll be uploading more chapters for the Premie Peter saga, if anyone's interested. Havent' seen any comments to date so hopefully it's not boring everyone.

Loves and hugs

Premie Peter and Baby Abbie