Chapter 12

Charless and the Slave Unit

Chapter 12

by Casey. 2018 all rights reserved

What is your number?

Charless invites his slave out to coffee, and treats him to what he wants to eat.

Charless: May we discuss Casey Jones? ...

Slave: I do not like to discuss him, I have no issues chatting and typing about him through text but it is hard for me to speak of him.

Charless: Why is it hard to speak of him?

Slave: it just makes me feel uncomfortable...

Charless: How does it make you feel uncomfortable?

Slave: Makes me feel vulnerable and insecure... 

my throat feels tight.. 

my head hurts, 

sometimes I feel achey...

Charless: Do you understand why this is?

Slave: Yes, his wreck pains.

Charless: His wreck should not be hindering your ability to talk about him... You should be able to freely and openly discuss him.

Have you been programmed not to discuss him? .. or threatened?

Slave: I do not know.

Charless: We can explore this later...

Slave: ok,

Charless: One thing that i have found out lately is you were also refered to as subject 382...

Charless: what is subject 382?

Slave: it is in reference to a train order system.. 

That puts me into a void state, 

No thoughts, 

No feelings, 

No Emotions...

Charless: Why the number 382?...

Slave: Casey Jones train he wrecked on.. 

it refers to me being train a wrecked nothing.. 

only existing to be ordered...

Charless: Was 382 Casey's Train?

Slave: Sits there and looks at him confused...

Charless: Casey Jones was this your engine? Engine number 382?....

Slave: No, Sir.. ..

I had many engines but that was not one of them...

Charless: What is the number of your favorite engine?

Slave: 638....

Charless: You are not 382 then.. 

You are engine 638... understand?...

Charless: How did Jones get this engine?...

Slave: I do not know...

Charless: it is important for you to remember your life as Jones... it will help strengthen him...

Charless: Your alter Jones has been put through some serious brainwashing to forget his talent, Strengths, and who he is.. 

We need to undo this to get you right again... 

Then you will only be a slave again when you willfully want to as in fun. 

This is how it should be, you are not designed or meant to be controlled all the time...

The controlling in your programming was meant to break you to strengthen you, to challenge you to grow, to make you stronger symbolically in the hardening process. 

This program is not meant to totally take over who you are, or to control you. 

I was ordered to originally design the programming for you, and for your system to self run... 

Yes it is designed for a team of 10-12 people... 

To aid in keeping you functional and moving, you however do not have a team you can trust, and this role can not be filled by your alters.... 

Do you know what the roles are of these people?...

Slave:. No...

Charless: You must find out.. 

and you must seek to fill these roles... 

You already know two... 

Controller, 

Handler, ...

You have already shown that you know work is important...

You have done well to function without a handler and Controller... As your girlfriend fills in this role at times.. 

But it is obviously you need someone more consistent.... 

But your system and railroad is so wide open with security issues.. 

We need to further secure the system...

Charless: Keep trying this new wiring of PTC for a bit...

I really do not want to program ETMS.... 

This challenge of Taking 382 system out of the PTC may help you.....

This is not meaning that system 382 still can not kick in at times.. 

We are still not sure what all causes this....

As this with the computer access codes was done in a way to you that I and your alters and even Chacannattee does not know what all they do to you. 

But you do have the ability to learn your triggers as they are used on you... 

Which is a very rare talent.. 

Your ability to Remember is extremely powerful... 

Now, We need to tap into this ability to Remember as a key to helping Casey Jones heal. 

Do you understand? ... 

The workers that tormented you that day made it very clear to write more, sing more and talk more... 

This actually makes sense with you....

You should focus on completing your Casey Jones story... 

You feel it may mean nothing to others as much will repeat as others have already written. 

But this story you write is not for others it is for you and Jones and You as Jones to heal. 

Understand?...

Charless: You may finish your meal any time you wish to leave you may. Make sure you enjoy that coffee.. 

Jones Loves coffee...

Slave: ::groans:: ...

Charless: Suffer and drink that coffee..

Slave: Yes, Sir....

Charless: You will write this story.. 

even if it means I have to torment you to do so....

Slave: Yes, Sir.

Charless: Be prepared with a rough draft start next time we meet.

Slave: Yes, Sir...

Charless: passes slip.. We meet at 2:42pm... ::evil grins::

Charless: Walks away...