Chapter 31 shocked on track

Ch. 31 Charless and the Slave Unit

shocked on track

Casey @ warpmymind.com

01-02-2019 all rights reserved

Charless: Come over here and sit down... Glad to see you have shoes on again ....

Slave: goes over and sits.

Charless: I heard you did good getting back to writing and working on your music... and your TS levels are up some.. They are still not out of the danger zone... and I warned you.... If you did not raise your levels I was going to shock your connection.

Slave: Yes Sir.

Charless: Head up, and sit in railroad crossing position... Feet flat on floor, hands on knees good posture...

Slave: winces.. Yes, Sir.

Charless: What the hell was that?...

Slave: What Sir?

Charless: Wincing? ... You are as strong as what?

Slave: Strong as Iron I will bend but never break.

Charless: Are you broken?...

Slave: No, Sir?

Charless: Are you sure you are not broken or broke?

Slave: Alright I am....

Charless: wrong answer Mr. Train...

Charless: According to your writings you state a humans and people never are really broken they just fall on hard times and are made to believe they are broken.

Slave: shows signs of weakening at the word broken...

Charless: You want me to take control? Are you broken?

Slave: Yes, Sir.

Charless: CASEY! wrong answer.. What is going on here?

Slave: looking confused at charless.. I -I-I dunno....

Charless: On Track Casey Jones! On Track! On Track On Track! ....

Charless: looks at slave... walks over... What does the word broken do to you?

Charless: Are you ok? ... Casey.. looks at casey tranced with somber expression.... Caaaaaaaasey...

Charless: Says T Track word....  Come on Casey..

Slave: Yes, Sir.

Charless: I see resistence.

Slave: Sorry, Sir.

Charless: No, you should be proud to resist being broken you are not to be broken.

Charless: You are to be hardened.. 

To be strengthened.... Strong as titanium...

Slave: I am not titanium....

Charless: You are iron, and any type of Iron related alloy...

Charless: What is titanium....

Slave: A strong metal of some form.. it is not iron..

Charless: correct...

Charless: However it is used used as an alloy to make strong steel...

Slave: Not in railroads.. I do not think.

Charless: Are you sure?

Charless: Hands slave a tablet.. google it...

Slave: I hate google...

Charless: Look it up on something...

Charless: Laughs what is that?

Slave: I do not see any other than in electronics...

Slave: looks at screen...

Charless: looks too oh look fancy things... jewerly.. hahahaha

Charless: You hate jewerly...

Slave: Yeah, but I do like that railroad titanium wedding ring... but other than me who the hell uses it at a wedding ring?

Charless: What was that?.

Slave: who the hell...

Charless: Clangs spikes together... 

Charless: Are you watching your speech?

Charless: Railroad crossing pose now...

Charless: Takes tablet from.. Slave sets it on the table..

Charless: States oh look it is 666$ dollars what a treat..

Slave: states 665 ... nuts..

Charless:...no, 666! 666! 666!

Slave: No, Thanks...

Charless: looks confused at slave... No, Thanks?..

Charless: You do not want to be sacrificed?...

Slave:.... No...

Controller says: Today is Valentine's day... What happened on Valentine's day?..

Slave: Poor Valetine lost his head..

Controller: you did too laughs.. no .. I mean to Jones...

Slave: oh ... oh that...

Slave: He was so nervous about proposing to his wife that he got into a train wreck... that was nearly identical to the one that killed him...  He did not jump and road it out.. and they called him.. "Romantic Daring Doe".....

Charless: Are you a romantic daring doe?

Slave: Hell no!, Love = train wreck...

Charless: Are you sure you do not want love in this life?

Slave: I am sure.. I rather just be married to the railroad...

Charless: Aren't you already married to the railroad? When you were sacrificed it merged you to the rails unless you rejected it? Did you reject it?

Slave: No Sir....

Charless: Then why not list that at the day you married the railroad, instead of calling it the September Sacrifice?...

Slave: I never thought of calling it that...

Charless: Truth is you wanted to be sacrificed... You want to merge with the rails you want to feel that track energy, you get sick and anxious when not feeling the tracks, or hearing trains... you are strongly imprinted to them.... ... So why are you avoiding listening to trains and raising your TS levels? 

Slave: It feels strange.. I can not describe it.. I do not like the feel of it...

Charless: You are suppose to suffer with the feel of it whether feeling good not...

Charless: We need to shock your connection...See if this corrects your "Feel" issue. When your track current is to low or your charge, or TS levels are to low.. you tend to start to avoid trains and tracks.... I am not sure if this was programmed by those MIB characters or if this is just a general current symptoms.. but you know that does not matter if something feels good or not, and you should do it.. that you have to do it. Like taking a cough syrup during a bad cold....

You do not enjoy it is nasty but you feel better eventually.

Charless: Railroad crossing position again.

Slave: Yes, Sir.

Charless: it is time to shock your connection.. to ressuciate the railroad energy flow...

Are you ready?

Slave: Yes, Sir.

Charless: Says H Track Word.. 

Slave: Deep Trances into high alert state..

Charless states: Switch on..... 

Slave: gasps and tenses gently.. tensing increasing and trancing gets stronger... as it runs.. as slave feels electrical like current running on his track connecting and through him.

Charless: runs it for 20 seconds then...

Switch off.. 

Slave: slave relaxs still deeply tranced..

Charless then state T Track word....

Charless: Charless observes slave...

Charless: Controller how many times do we need to shock the connection when the TS is this low?

Controller: Three times..  Then do a strength test.

Slave: Stength Test? I do not remember a strength test?

Charless: Hush.

Slave: Yes, Sir.

Charless: What are you feeling slave?

Slave: Dizzy, disoriented.. feeling like I just did a physical run and jump...

Charless: You did.. OVER the tracks...

Slave: What? ...

Slave: So shocking the connection is crossing the tracks?

Charless: Without physically crossing them Yes... When we do this we are basically making the track current cross you in the same way.. 

Slave: So if I shock my connection twice a day it will equal two tracks?

Charless: ... Controller?

Controller: No....Crossing the Tracks and riding trains is better for you then shocking the connection is. This is designed only for emergencies like ressuciation... or only for your interrogation programming...

Slave: Why do I need that programming?

Controller: it is designed to do its job when it is needed.... This is part of your maintenance programming..

Charless: How many more times do I do this?

Controller: Today Two more....But.. interrogate him...

Charless: No...Not Today... 

Controller: then use it to deepen and enforce orders..

Charless: Slave? Are you on track?

Slave: Yes, Sir... 

Charless: I do not think you are on track... Are you On track?

Slave: Yes, Sir.

Charless: You are on Track!...

states H Switch on .. waits two seconds T Switch off....

Controller: 20 seconds at least...

Charless: Hush Controller... I am working some other programs here according to the manuel.

Controller: nods::

Charless: H Switch on 15 seconds.. YOU ARE ON TRACK! ... H Switch off.

Charless: H Switch on! Remember the Valentine's day train wreck... H Switch off...

Charless: Have you worked with Jones in regards to the Valentine's day wreck?

Controller: No, Sir he was mad about it but he was more upset over the suspension from it than the wreck itself.. He was to smitten with Ms. Brady for it to really influence him....

Charless: Is this so Mr. Train, in your past life you were a romantic daring doe smitten with the daughter of the boarding house...workers..

Charless: Slave.. are you with us? .. On Track Casey Jones...

Charless: Slave.. Use the track words and shock your own connection....

Slave: What? No.. nonono no...

Charless: Can you with your arm controls?

Slave: I do not remember trying...

Charless: Shock your connection for me.. do it now.

Charless observes...

Slave: H .....switch on...

Charless: Slave.. come one slave... 

Charless: yells.. T Track word...

Slave: I can not do it...

Charless: You can...  let us start with the on and off current trigger first.. I think the issue is you have not been in control of your own controls for so long it feels to foreign to you...

Charless: Turn you Track current on run for 20 seconds then off....

Slave: Yes, Sir...

Slave: says H Track Word... runs for 15 seconds then T Track word...    repeats T Track word... then repeats it again...

Charless: Yells, H Track word! .. No .. Do not put yourself into shut down!...

Slave: The current was not turning off....

Charless: you are trying to to turn it off sooner than ordered is why...

Charless: do it again...

Slave: states.. H track word.... 25 seconds T ...

Slave is shaking...

Charless: Good...little thing...

Slave: starts humming a song...

Charless: what song is that?

Slave: Oh Children! .. Nick Cave and the bad seeds..

Charless: You have not been running your ETS programs, have you....

Slave: No, Sir...

Controller whispers to Charless: Have him find the longer version of the song and listen to it... and tell him to play it again backwards...

Charless: laughs... hands slave tablet play "oh Children, Nick Cave and the bad seeds"

Charless: observes slave's dancing...

Charless: 382 mode.. I see is kicking in from the song...

Charless: keeps observing... 

Turn Positive Train Control on...

Slave: positive train control is activated..

Charless: Turn on ETMS program...

Slave: ETMS is activated..

Charless: Watches Slave dance...

Good it is not forcing him into shut down...

Charless: this is the song dracos mortose made him burn his system too?

Controller: Yes.. 

Charless: waits for song to finish.. Slave you there?

Slave: Yes, Sir...

Charless: Can you feel or think?

Slave: Yes, Sir.

Charless: What are you feeling or thinking?

Slave: Feeling mindlessness.. feeling like a heavy empty pressure is in my head.. 

Charless: physically?

Slave: I feel heaviness and a tingle.. a possession channeling like tingle... A posession like tingle..

Charless: Keeps playing Nick Cave music... Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds - Higgs Boson Blues (Official Video) 

Charless: He sort of looks like me don't he... laughs...

Slave: looks: Yes, Sir.. but he is more handsome..

Charless: handsome.. Do you think I am handsome?

Slave: ... I .. Yes, Sir...

Charless: kisses back of wrist multiple times...

Slave: Grins... knowing this means butt kisser in his tribe's slang....

Charless: So, in the mode you are in do you feel you are still in control?

Slave: Yes, but I feel more suggestible and easier to manipulate in this state.

Charless: You are... But you need to be able to reject commands, and control orders that are not good for you.

Slave: Yes, Sir..

Charless:Let us Test...

Turn on your track current and turn it up....

Slave: Yes, Sir...

Charless: Keep gradually turning the current up...

Slave: Yes, Sir...

Charless: observes slave..breathing and tensing levels...

Charless: keep it going Slave...

Slave: Yes, Sir...

Charless: push it beyond safe levels...

Slave: starts shaking and struggling...

Charless: Slave is it safe to push it beyond unsafe levels? ... Doesn't your PTC program see this as speeding?...

Charless: looks concerned....

Charless: Turn it down a little slave back to safe levels...

Charless: Slave?...

runs behind to hold slave.. and gently pulls him to stand by a chair as he jerks the controls down some and sets him into the chair....

Charless: Why is anyone able to push or order this beyond safe limits?

Charless: Slave, gradually turn your controls down...

Charless: Slave?

Slave: I am trying....

Charless: No trying, Just doing...

Slave: I can not move them down...

Charless: noticing slave really can not lower the current on his own....

Charless: ::looks at Controller:: Do you know what is going on here?

Charless: Grabs his arm controls.. and pulls it slowly back down to a normal level....

Charless: looks up a song slave wrote and made..

Charless: What is this?...

Slave: perks up.. a little... pretends not to know...

Charless: How long have you been making your own music?...

Slave: just a hobby for a couple of years.. that song I originally made in 2005.. then just updated it with a new background....

Charless: Casey Jones and Crazy Train?... Interesting mix... What does Jones think about it?

Jones: Looks at Charless... Why?...

Jones: I think I have no say in the matter of the works of Mr. Train, just let him do his work.

Charless: You the great engineer submitting to the train?...

Jones: The Train is always in control.. 

Charless: Can you turn down the controls?...

Jones: Yes, Sir...

Charless: when the Track current gets to high why are you not turning it down?

Jones: No orders too...

Charless: So, if slave Yells turn it down Jones.. can you?

Jones: Yes...

Charless: Turn the controls off Jones!...

Jones: No, Sir...

Jones: Starts throws the brakes and climbs down from the train...

Charless: Slave?... Slave...

Charless: Get back on the train...

Charless: Sees slave is in a deep sleep...

Charless: Walks over and guides Jones to enter through a tunnel.. enter into a building and enter into standing next to slave..

Charless: Jones... Is there something wrong with the tracks, or train?...

Jones: No Sir...

Charless: Then why are you in here?...

Jones: Slave is sleeping.. I am off the train usually when he sleeps.. Sometimes I stay on... ..

Charless: Stay on why?

Jones: He wakes up to fast sometimes.. is confused.. when I am not there..

Charless: controller and slave say you are like his subconscience.. but.. you are not this...

Jones: correct.. I am not his subconscious. I am John Luther "Casey" Jones.

Charless: When is the last time You and Train were perfectly in proper full function with each other.... Since you are seperate from the train at the moment.. it is time I work with you.

Jones: The Train runs wells.. a little sluggish at times but runs well.

Controller: He wants to know the age Train started to reject you, run from you and hide you.....

Jones: Train was 6 years old and did this over the doctors abusing him... and torturing him.... He tried to hide his love of trains.. but it was to strong to hide and reject this.. but he was able to reject and keep putting me down...  He only become more ill from it...

Charless: when did this start to turn around?

Jones: Around age 13.. He started to remember my life, and more of me.. and took on more of my traits in his current life....His therapist tried to talk to both of us and help us... I could not talk... I was to afraid of the doctors abusing Train and I again.... they both thought I could not talk do to the train wreck guilt. I still experience guilt and shame at times... but the only help I need is to be allowed to be myself, and not for Slave to suppress my part of his character... 

Charless: This is why they pushed to hard for Slave to remember his life as Jones.. This stopped your depression downfall...

Jones: it stopped the downfall, but I am not sure that they knew what they were doing other than attempting to see if I or his alts were a threat to himself or others.... As Mr. Train says.. "only if provoked" ... 

Charless: You do have a hot headed temper....

Jones: Yes, Sir.. But.. I do not resort to hot headed actions beyond running my mouth... as such like Mr. Train does usually....

Charless: Does the train programs still effect you?.. The positive train control and etms?...

Jones: Yes, Sir... 

Charless: How?...

Jones: I am controlled....

Charless: How are you controlled?

Jones: The Train system and Train..I ...have to do what the train and system does.. even if I do not want to...

Charless: Do you believe there is a chip in your head Jones?

Jones: No, Sir.. that was pretend play...

Charless: So what Mx. black did to you did not really effect or hurt you that day?

Jones: No, Sir... I was not experiencing any of that... Mr. Train was though....and his Track and Train system really burned in damage from it.

Charless: Is it possible to have Slave and Jones both alert at the same time?

Controller: Yes.. Just Wake him up....but keep him in deep hypnosis...

Charless: Jones, do you experience railway spine?... (post traumatic stress)

Jones: very rarely.. only when forced to through Mr. Train ... I did not have many symptoms of it.. but...  Mr. Train was programmed to have these symptoms with his systems. I am not sure why.

Charless: JONES IT IS 2:42! .. plays train whistle...

Jones: Puts hands on hips and gives Charless a dirty look.

Charless: Good....

Jones: I wonder why they choose 2:42?...

Charless: Wasn't that when your train impacted the caboose?...

Jones: I honestly do not know what time it was.. I was to busy working to slow and stop the engine, and warn the people in the caboose ahead... I know we are suppose to check the time... I think they chose that time as that is when I last looked at the time....

Charless: That is why you did not jump?

Jones: Yes, Sir. I stayed at the controls, to save those in the engine ahead.. beside I survived a wreck like this before.. I figured I would again, and I would have had I not been hit over the head.. and my throat cut after the wreck.

Charless: You mean the train did not kill you?.

Jones: The Train injured me it did not kill me... The men afterward killed me...

Charless: Why would someone kill you?

Charless: Are you sure this really happened to you?....and this is not confusion put in by corrupt doctors?

Controller: Time to get back on the Train Jones...

Jones: You are right... Goes back through the tunnel and reboards the train....

Charless: Wakes Slave up... Slave.. time to go back ... Remember your orders from the last two sessions. Get into the habit of building your hypnosis files, and your music. And get your track energy up.. Do not make one now.. but I want you to also think of a possible hypnosis file that you can make to automatically self trigger to shock your connection as needed.. but it must have safeties so you can only use it as needed, without them being abused by you or anyone else.

Dismissed...

Slave: thanks.. Charless and slowly wanders off....