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hello, this is my story, i hope you gonna like it :)

so,

first of all i want to apolygize formy bad english but i try my best...

Let's go

When i was 14 years old i started my interest about some non so ordinary porn, like watching sissy stuff but i was kinda confuded..Cause i dont fell like a sissy, more like a "starter pack" sissy wannabe but noting more 

so again i be watching some non ordinary porn and i discovered abdl universe,then my heart goes boum harder ..and that moment,this time at my 14 years i finally discover what make me happy,what kind of porn do i like. So my interest about diaper and stuff be more and more into my brain.

i dreamig about wearing diaper and gonna sleep into a crib and stuff like that for long long day, then finally i decide to stop dreaming and for gode sake move my ass and no longer dream but live the life i want to life.

The next day at work i cannot work cause all i was thinking is buying abdl stuff at store, as i said my heart goes faster and deeper as i thinking of wearing diaper and maybe even a pacifier,ever a bottle,even sleep in a crib!

i finally finish my job and decide to go to the store,how exciting it was, my hand shake and goes moist,i walk into the store ..find the diaper and take the more largre one...this was really awesome but in fact i was really stressfull and scary at the same time. What the cashier gonna think ? What if i see people my age ? Or mymbe people i know ? Are they gonna repeat to my family ? what a scary moment.

finally i go out the store and walk fast to my home, close my door, close the windows, open the bag , undress myself.

i'am here , naked,my cock in erection, ready to wear this diaper. but in fact... this was my first annoying moment and sad ..cause yeah,this diaper is too small of me. But in fact i gonna use it just on my cock ! 

week passsed away and i do some reserch , maybe should i buy adult diaper ? but ..my sissy starter mind dont want to wear normal diaper, yes..i want tometing pink,or even for girls,maybe some flower of hello kitty ...but thinking about those stuff my ambition is way to much gone.Where can i find girly diaper for a 14years old boy. And one day by total mistake i clicked a link and find drynites for 8-15 years old.."THIS", "Finally this is the think i was serching all those days.

no more waiting, i go to the store, got some shame and hard boner at the same time but ..i dont buy them ..why ? seriously what wrong with me ? all this for nothing ? i go out the store and go back to my home masturbating thinking of those diaper.

When i cum i thinking about myself..."dude..you gonna leave ? OR are you finally use your balls and buy theres drynites you dream about for so long"

the next day,at my lunch break...Nobody on the store, in front of me the diaper i want, ok this is my moment, i take the package in my hand, go in the to cashier with lot of anxiety,stress,whatever you want and fell so horny at the same time ,

with time it seem wonderful but in fact i was scared like a little girl about spider you know. 

so i go back into my house,close everything and finally but on the diaper

in one world "magical" i fell so much like a baby girl,emasculed,feminine,fragile,babish..damn this fell so awesome

this pink butterfly diaper around my cock,my body ,my little ass, snuggeling in my bed..what a perfect moment.

So after this i started to wear like for the bed for some time, then every night 

and my feeling for abdl stuff not gonna stop there,

some 3-4 month later i got some diaper , pink of course , pink bib, pink bedset with hello kitty,flower of even pricess, eat some babyfood, even use baby drink cup or lotion.

and every time i got to bed this is my favorite moment of the day

put on my diaper,my diaper and sleep into my pink bed 

the day routine,take of my diaper 

make me some baby drink into my bottles and drink it with baby food or fruct 

the cool stuff about this is my bedroom,my bedroom is not into my family house, in fact there is some special part in the house, you need to go outside the house if you want to go inside my bedroom that i lock with a key so none of my parents will discover it.

later i moved from my parents and got my little space, and my little secret with me,

and at this moment i finally but to myself,guess what ? Yes my own baby crib !

18 years old,my own paycheck, my own space, i'm free to do it

i drive my car,go into baby store and got the more longest baby crib i can find 

i lied saying it was for "couple of friend" you know ahah

back into my home, i stared building it but with all the excitation i cannot do it

like i litterally shake from head to toes so i calm myself down a little bit and fishish building my little crib, this was awesome,i putting on my diaper,my baby bottle in the crib,my diaper for latter and sleep inside the crib and it was the most beautiful night of my life !

imagine waking up the next gay,seeing yourself in a pink diaper,pink pacifier in the mounth,pink hello kitty bedset and yeah into a crib is just the most awesome feeling i got in my life 

and then now i am 23 and i like to do this some thime, like i have a real bed when i'am not really into the mood for that you know. I do this more for fun,like a passion,yeah you gonna laugh when i say passion but i dont know how to explain.after this i used to habe more stuff into the abdl universe like onesie,real adult diaper like the rearz princess

and i become more like a sissy,by starting wearing girly stuff like cute dress,girly socks ,a bras,but you know i am really into girl stuff with diaper not the real sissy with cock and stuff 

i am scared to admit it to someone cause you know some people see this king of fetish like really bad but i know lot of girl are into adbl and i wish i can find a girl ..."one day"..like me , in fact i dont care if she se me as her friend only , i am not serching just for love but for having common interest and i feel more like into this with female ,not really into boys even just for wearing diaper

i forget someting about my parents,none of there know my secret but my sister yes

one day she come into my house and i forget to close my "abdl bedroom" then she laugh 

 But i say to her please not tell anybody and she laugh again saying to me that she know for so long my secret like whe i was 16, i feel ashmed and nervous, the tap my on my neck and say dont worry my little baby girl i dont gonna tell anyone 

cause when she was 13 and starting smocking i dont tell my parents so she said, at this time you keeped my secret now this is my time to keep yours.

and i feel really proud of her for this act of kindness 

but i hope she will never tell anyone 

okay this is the end,thanks you for reading and habe a nice day :)

so there is the end of my little story about my diaper fetish and more , i hope you liked it if you have any question i will be happy to andswear to you and again i am sorry if my engish is bad i try my best and google translate some time is not so helpful