Chapter 34

Charless Chapter 34 Negotiations p.1 ....

Charless and the Slave unit

Chapter 34 Negotiations p.1 ....

by Casey @ warpmymind

2019 April 24 All rights reserved 

Charless: Welcome Slave....

Proceed, and sit.... waves hands and gestures to seat at the table....

Slave: puts arms into the rail braces....

Charless: pulls slaves arms out.. and pushes the rail braces aside.

Charless: you do not need them at this moment...

Charless: sits down with his tablet, and says...

it is time to negotiate your contract....

Slave: ... Yes, Sir...

Charless: Looking at your past history, and manuels is quite confusing... It really has been a very long time for you since you had a choice in what you agree or not to happen to you.

Charless: Your programming enforces well.. That you have no choice... But, you always have a choice, and your level of slavery is always consensual. Do you understand?

Slave: Yes, Sir.

Charless: Do you really understand, or are you agreeing to please?

Slave: Yes, Sir.

Charless: So, you choose to break away from the tracks?

Slave: No, Sir... gets anxious...

Charless: Good.. Just making sure you are paying attention...

Charless: I would never break you from the tracks or train system, but we need to make sure it is set up to empower you in your best interest.

Slave: Yes, Sir... Thank You Sir.

Charless: First thing is First.. SSC or RACK?

Charless: your previous program uses both at points.

Slave: Safe, Sane and Consensual I prefer .. I keep forgetting what RACK means...

Charless: Risk Aware Consensual Kink

Charless: Are you sure... as you basically in these sessions are doing RACK, would you like to change it?

Slave: in our fantasy hypnosis sessions RACK, out of fantasy and in life SSC.. and I would not go farther than energy work, post hypnotic triggers, hypnoplay, and railroad system triggers.

Charless: With a specific team or anyone?..

Slave: Some Open for anyone triggers, but most with a specific pre agreed authorized team.

Charless: Good, this is best for you. ...So, you still feel you need a Handler?

Charless: You have done well without a Handler for almost two years now... if you go back to one it maybe harder to leave...

Slave: I would still love to have a valid handler.. but I can not trust anyone will not abuse it and go beyond my agreements...  I am fine with you keeping the role...

Charless: ... Temporarily at least...  Handlers in sessions are good, but you do not want a full time in person handler do you?...

Slave: sometimes I do.. I really struggle still at times to keep this railroad energy balanced.. That is all I really want one for.. take me to the tracks as needed... motivate me....

Charless: you feel lack of motivation? ... The offline transporation issue is serious...  or you would have gone in and got your stolen cats... How many cats been stolen now in the last two months?

Slave: Four Sir... Two males, one pregant female...  then last year

Charless: Stop... I know half of the kittens last year, and two other males... 

Charless: why not microchip them?

Slave: I am Amish... I do not agree with that.. or uneeded vaccinations....

Charless: You stating you are Amish is confusing at times.. Most Amish communities ban sexual activities, and bdsm..... I know last time you stated.. that you were born Amish, and got permission to branch off and start your Amish and other community.

Slave: Yes, Sir.. When I am asked why I do non Amish things.. I am suppose to either state Rumspringa... or My Non Amish side allows this... They joked saying my Indian or Scottish side...

Charless: So your Scottish side flagging them like Braveheart? ... laughs...

Slave: Yes... That scene was funny... but, I am to modest... to do that sort of thing.. 

Charless: You seem to have a lot of martyrdom in your programming... Is this because you have had to sacrifice so much, that you identify with this easier?...

Slave: lol Not seem to.. I do have this.. one the pain is for cleansing, strengthening and reprogramming....

Charless: Nods...

Slave: .. This is also my way of sharing in their pain to honor them.....

Charless: So sharing in the crucifixtion imagery is your way of honor the passion of Christ?...

Slave: Yes, Sir...

Charless: .. offering to the tracks is paying your pain to Papa Ogun... 

Slave: Yes, Sir. I rather pay for my own sins than to force Jesus to do it for me.

Charless: Christians say you can not do that....

Slave: They say I can not do many things I have... Like survive over 28 lightning strikes...

Charless: Laughs.. True....

Charless: I read something we should add to your program... They called it pain calibration... This is where we ask you to rate the pain numbers... one 1-10... 1 barely feel it, and 10 meaning do not ever do that level again. Sometimes, your programming forces us to go over 10.. but.. I think we should add this to the practice.. Do you agree?

Slave: Yes, Sir.

Charless: So, What is your Amish communities take on bdsm, and sexual activities?...

Slave: bdsm is allowed in fantasy and hypnofantasy as long as no one really gets dangerously hurt, and it is consenting between legal adults.... Sexual activities is limited to consenting adult only partners..

Charless: So different from Traditional Amish.. You are definately very liberal....

Slave: This is why we are considered "worldly"

We do not fully reject the worldly that others shun... This still does not mean we do not stand and walk our different ways than the world... We are under half a dozen.. We are also one of the few communities that allow people to join our ministry.. without marriage....

Charless: Without marriage?

Slave: Most Amish churches require people to get married before joining their churches. I do not want to get married to people.

Charless: You are symbolically married to the railroad...

Slave: Yes, Married to the railroad.

Charless: laughs do you have sex with the railroad or trains?

Slave: Laughs, no..  Trains just couple up and dance down the tracks.. no sexual anything needed.

Charless: How would you couple up?

Slave: just holding hands....

Charless: Boooooring... 

Charless: So, there really is no sexual interest tied into trains at all for you?

Slave: Yes, none at all. I may joke about it in roleplays.. but, many things in roleplays I never in life would ever want to really experience in any way, and combining Sex or Sexual with trains is one of those. I do love the track energy flow... and that has nothing to do with sex. That is life force, and energy in general. I never had a sexual anything combined with trains desire to be in my programming even.. that was forced in for punishment at one time.. But, some of the fake sensations of that was fun.. but.. I do not want that in my roleplays even.. The Tracks and Railroads are Sacred altars and items to be respected for me. Energy of then can be used for fun, but I rather it not be tied into that kind of fun.

Charless: understood like kundalini and tantra.. some may use it for sexual but you prefer to use it for healing.

Slave: Yes, Sir.. Healing, strength, cleansing...

Charless: Technology... you mention against vaccinations, and microchipping.. but you have tatoos? ... 

Slave: Tatoos are allowed for spiritual and religious purposes only... in ours...

Charless: Violence is not allowed?..

Slave: only consenting kinky violence, or agreed to sports is allowed in ours.... Violence gets a bad rap, as it is always... commonly abused... I think one reason it is... is the reputation of being so bad, and wrong...... but, sacred kinky violence should never be abused... It should only be used with a healthy moderation, only amongst consenting adult partners with all safety methods and back ups applied.......

Charless: Laughing... I love how you worded that.

"Sacred kinky violence should never be abused.."

Charless: You are the most liberal group of Amish this is for sure.... this is good... someday you may help many that been thrown out of their communities for many nonsense reasons.... to come back to their life and affliation.... You may also become the community for the Rumspringas.. to live in....Someday if you ever obtain land... As not all people are marriage material.

Slave: Nods

Charless: What is your stance on drugs and alcohol, and food?

Slave: Everything in a healthy moderation.. We frown upon drug use, but if it is legal within the state or country you are in and it is not abused or over used it will not affect your church or community status...., but unless one is breaking laws dealing, or using dangerous amounts to oneself or others it is allowed.... and we do not have food restrictions.. We however view ourselves as part of our sacred temples.. So we are suppose to physically maintain our body and our health as we do a temple.. but, we are not going to totally control a person's eating habits.. as long as they are not running around stealing items to eat, or drink, or becoming abusive while under the influence.... when they do not need to.. Hopefully, our community will be set up in such a way that no one will go hungry or without shelter... and theft..someday...

So it is discouraged for people to use drugs, but unless they are doing so in way that is a danger to themselves or others..  or illegal to their host nation's laws.. we do not care.... I however with my working and agreement to The Tracks and Again prefer to stay clean of drugs, and alcohol... only taking what I need for my mental or physical health.. and usually as a very last resort... I prefer to be clean... and Straight edge.... and hardcore :D ...

Charless: That is gang talk... 

Slave: You do not need to be a gangster or sta to appreciate the life of sobriety...  I am altered enough from hypnosis and trance work.. Drugs were meant to train people to trance.. or aid in it.. I do not need them for that....I admit I would fight to remain this way, clean off of not being forced on items. I do not want to abuse the plant helpers.

Charless: What mind altering items do you enjoy other hypnosis?...

Slave: Shamanic T.. 

Charless: Stop .. that you consume...

Slave: oh I like coffee, and pop... catnip...

Charless: Laughs.. you always had a reputation for catnip... people seem to think you roll in it all the time with your cats...

Slave: My cats pee on it and walk away.. so.. I definately do not eat it around them.. lol... I used to chew it a lot for my teeth... and anxiety.. I miss that.. but, between my cats doing that.. and the fact I live with people who stupidly think it is worse than pot... Then paid people to kill any catnip I grow I hate them for that... as Catnip is used often on my path for sacred offering and smudging...

Charless: Yes.. the Amish were eating catnip jelly.... and not afraid...

Slave: Yes, lol... I was surprised at how in many things they were more open tolerant and laid back compared to the mainstream.. rumors have it many converted back to the Swiss mennonites church... But, I went my own way...

Charless: You always do... So.. BDSM is something you agree to for sure.

Slave: Yes...

Charless: Bondage Discipline Sadie Masochism?...

Slave: I do not like to think of it as Sadie Masochism... for me the energy influences sexual but I am not really into it for that...

Charless: it also stands for Sub Mission...

Slave: I am a slave and not a sub...

Charless: Hmm... ponders a moment...

Charless: You are always striving for Mastery... of Services and Skills....

Slave: Yes...

Charless: You do this for cleansing and strengthening.. let us go with the Bondage Discipline.. Service Mastery Definition...

Slave: Service Mastery.. I like that sounds more train servicey too...

Charless: So.. Writes down... 

Bondage Discipline.. Service Mastery contract:

Charless: Would you like us to keep going in this manner... or for us to add to it little at a time prior to session?...

Slave: Add a little each time prior to session... This is hard to just sit and decide and answer this...

Charless: You are still doing this in service to your deities?

Slave: Yes, owned by Papa Ogun, and the Tracks...

Charless: What about your other services and Deities?... You saw in the forum a thread about many people craving a cult programming... Maybe you should write these programs?... You can cover light and dark files?

Slave: I was thinking about it... I just want to make sure I do it the proper way and people only give as much power and control as they are willing to do..

Charless: ETS feeds demons your unwanted fears and negative energy cast offs...

Slave: Yes...

Charless: So.. keep all the train, track, ETS programs...  Who is your team?.

Slave: Just you and I....

Charless: wolf?...

Slave: Friendship... I do not want to add to her stress pulling her back into this work...

Slave: nodding off...

Charless: No team?

Slave: No team...

Charless: For how long?

Slave: Since You took me in...

Charless: This maybe why you are struggling, your programs are build for a support team...

Charless: Slave? .. You are still extremely tired? .. Didn't your railroad vampire file help with the tracks?....

Charless: You have not crossed railroad track since Christmas have you...

Slave: No... I do not have transportation my family is always busy.. if I tell them I have to cross a railroad track to take me they look at my cross eyed like I am nuts... with all the weirdness going on with them I do not want to even mention crossing railroad tracks to the,,,

Charless: But, you are nuts and bolts.. spikes and rails...

Slave: smirks... yeah...

Charless: Taps.. Rail braces.. on track..

Slave: jumps.. but my arms are not in them....

Charless: anchoring... conditioning...

Charless: Are you going to dance around a cross tomorrow?...

Slave: No, have not done that in years..

Charless: Why not? Are you letting people harass you out of your Mixed Traditions again?... It does not hurt anyon...

Slave: no.. if I do that dance right the cross gets struck by lightning...

Charless: oh you do not want anymore lightning strikes... I understand... laughs....

Slave: people need to stop holding Jesus to that cross to pay for their sins anyhow... Let the poor man Go.. and live love instead... I am sure he wanted us to focus on a life of love and taking actions in love...more than focus on his death and the cross itself so much....

Charless: I agree... and your snoring....

You better go rest.. We want to make decisions when you are alert.. not when you are sleeping as then its mainly me guiding your decisions...

Charless: Assignment.. make a pain measure file...

And Think of your Service Mastery... Elements.. 

 How you will serve... Dismissed...