Chapter 45

Charless 45 railly white.. 

by Casey

Chapter 45 Reward

Charless and the Slave unit

Chapter 45 railly white

by Casey @ warpmymind

March 12-19 2020 All rights reserved 

Charless: Walks in... Slave? ... Where are you?

Charless: looks at bed, oh right.. At the computer... where else right?...

Charless: Slave? What is this Slave?... Casey's wreck? You actually finally wrote about it?

Slave: Yes, Sir.. it is a rough draft.. I could not get anyone to look at the steam locomotive stuff for me :( .

Charless: Do you really think Casey Jones needs someone to look this over?

You as a non railroader are not meant to write items like this as correct as you wanted them to be... You did a better job then what you think.. What part are you not sure about?

Slave: The psi pressure and if the automatic brakes was the same as the westinghouse airbrake, and it feels like I am missing some steps in how Jones emergency stops a train... 

Charless: What does Jones say?

Slave: He said that is correct, and it is right...

Charless: Well.. you do not want to get so technical a non railroader reading it can not understand it right?

Slave: Right...

Charless: You have not visited since New Years for a session... Are you not wanting or needing them?

Slave: No, I do... I just have been working hard on this story.... and not feeling well... and..

Charless: Pigman... Controller already told me...

Slave: Yes.. Pigman....

Charless: My respects to you in the passing of your Grandma...

Slave: Yes... Thanks.. What is worse I can not cry any time I try to my tears instead of coming out of my eyes drown my throat... It is so annoying...

Charless: At this point I understand you can not get out to to see a doctor is why you do not go... and even though when you do they keep playing mind games.. like your idiot oral surgeon thought it was cute to imitate some of our sessions.  

These sessions are for imagination only.. some elements maybe real but in reality anything that harms people is not cool at all.

In sessions the pain is used to increase endorphins to naturally kill pains... 

So you can keep on living and functioning without as much pain. The one doctor when you went in for panniculitus and Cellulitus was surprised you were even walking on that foot, and doing so good... What was it.. Three to four years ago now?

She said with all your scar tissue she could not believe you are able to move around at all without being in horrible pain.... it is because you keep moving, dance, and use imagination like our sessions to kill the pain...

Slave: Yes, and people do not understand that.

Slave: make that another famous ills why Mister Mechanic.. in law is on that rotten I am delusional and I am damn slob band wagon as well...  

Charless: ..just sing doo wop to him laughs...

Slave: Laughs...  He is a moron too singing a common scat in a song and he thinks I am being racist...  My biological hertiage ties back to Italy as well I have not found many places I do not tie back to at this point... People need to keep shit in the proper context..

Charless: it is so sad that so many do not realise when they trash your heritage, race, and religion .. that they are trashing their own.. You just reach further back in your roots and practices prior to when religions were even called religion...

Charless: I assume the transportation drains are hitting your rail energy hard..

Slave: Yes, but not all the stock drops is from the virus people are wising up and are starting to put their money into alternatives...

Charless: true...

Charless: Why do you suppose they are overhyping this corona virus for?

Slave: The more people stuck at home with crappy internet and phone services.. The more they will demand what they think is good like Five G... Which is not....  But.. Maybe this scare can do one thing.. and Bring back house call services for home visiting doctors on a global scale?

Charless: that would do good for people like you that do not have good transportation or money to transport... This could also really cut some virus, cold, flu and other illnesses from spreading in lobby and waiting rooms.

Slave: Yes, I am so tired of hearing this and that will transport you then I call or email them and they say no.. we do not want to deal with conflicting zoning laws.. and different taxes on your road.. I am like I live here.. use the tax information about what is on my state id duh...  they they say... well not everyone who lives here has that.. 

I said, 

"Ask me I will tell you the borders" 

.. they reply then 

"but then how can we trust you?"

I said,

"fine.. ask the local police..."  and they get mad and end the chat by then... they do not want business bad enough evidently.. and others are chicken scared of gangs and crap... when it is nothing more  than the occasional unruly teen on this road usually on the run... 

I get so tired of that crap... Then people in authority are like you have no excuse not to go into the doctors, or go in to cross the railroad tracks... and then some services that claim they will come out here.. I can not afford.. so.. poop on transportation... 20-40$ just to get to the town limits and back from here..

Charless: Yes....

Charless: Controller claims you are having issues with "I am a Train" "382" 

Slave: Yes, and my muscle spasms are annoying I know my body was tired after washing 77 forks and 45 spoons and the normal meal of dishes.. I had to redo the whole works because pigman wiped boogers all over the rags I dried with... and then of course the silverware mix so I was halfway through those.. then I was airing my other thin clean towel out some and my arm flung it into the air behind me.. 

Normally I can run and catch it... but I chased it then my arm swatted it to the ground... so I am like fine.. you want to throw in the god damn towel here!  take that you god damn fucking sun of a bitch and I from across the room turned and fired the wash rag on top of it.. I had no idea i had such good throwing aim... I then wiped the floor up a lil then took I to the towel and rag to the laundry room to be washed ...  by then I was just so fucking mad.. I had to jerk my controls down a lil... and then .. went up and sat in my computer chair listened to gregorian chants... and then worked on my stories and chat napped..

Charless: Why not bed nap?

Slave: lately when pigman does his stuff I do not feel comfortable laying down as he then knocks on the walls and pretends its a strange man outside.. and says people are in the yard with flash lights or police are here.. and just he will not let me rest.. so if I sit in my chair he thinks I am awake and lets me be..

Charless: Your anxiety is already to high is why your train and 382 is not kicking in.. you need to activate it before it gets that high...

Charless: What is this about when you were doing and EVP and a session script opened on your screen? Controller saw it as well it was not him.

Slave: I do not know.. Spirit have done many things but I have not seen that happen before...

Charless: What did it say?

Slave: just basically a small induction, relax, drop deeper.. go into 382 ... the phrases for that and repeat... So, I just ran the I am a train subliminal and slept..

Charless: move over.. Let me Read this Casey Jones thing...

Charless: Actually.. Lay down... and listen.. I want to read it to you...

Charless: Read its outloud as slave rests...

Slave: Snoring...

Charless: Wake up!... Now.. do you always fall asleep when listening to this?

Slave: Yes, That is why it is hard to proof read it by listening...

Charless: Most of it looks good to me.. just one section appears like it dropped some of the train steam controls part...

Charless: Your other notes said you wanted to add in sounds, and more descriptions....

Slave: Yes.. But.. I struggle to deal with what I wrote so far... I really do not want to work on this any further..

Charless: Would you like a reward?

Slave: Yes, I would like people to finally buy my books and ebooks and my store items...

Charless: alright... still struggling with sales.. Didn't you take many NLP sales courses?

Slave: you think I have enough contact with other people for those tactics to sell my items?

Charless: Your Exist to Suffer program has proven popular.. So, we should write more of them.... Why did you stop working on the parody exist to pleasure?...

Slave: to much stress, and not feeling well. I want to just quit and for someone to turn off my controls for good...

Charless: Jumps over.. and says I sacrifice you for Good... Turns off the controls and back on....

Slave: Catches breath and mutters bastard...

Charless: okay.. What next?  Stands back and laughs at slave...

Charless: Seriously, We need to get you back on track and rolling.. Sure the railroad industry has less rolling stock at the moment but you know the moment this virus aura lifts that will boom... And all that is down will bounce up sky high... The transportation industry will be back logged with orders...

Slave: True...I know I am doing better in many ways, but I am still really struggling to keep doing the work and to keep moving forward...

Charless: What special day is it?

Slave: St. Patricks Day?...

Charless: no.. for you...

Slave: Casey Jones's birthday..

Charlie: How old?

Slave: 154...  

Charless: So, should I give you 154 spankings?

Slave: no thanks...

Charless: Are you doing anything to celebrate his birthday?

Slave: no...  I usually just rest so he can do his bilocation thing and go elsewhere and have fun... Sometimes I have coffee...

Charless: hot coffee.. drip drip...

Slave: ...blah...

Charless: You really are not feeling good are you...

Slave: I am not really..

Charless: How about some... Healing... or Maintenance?..

Slave: okay..

Charless: Human healing or Railroad Maintenance?

Slave: Both?...

Charless: You always choose both.. alright...

Charless: Meet at my place, when ready... you can use any enterance.

Slave: Yes, Sir.

20 minutes later..

Slave :: knocks on the front door::

Charless: Opens it... and immediately states: On Track... head to the stairs...

Slave: Slave, responds Yes, Sir...

Slave: Walks along the edge of Charless's shadow.. and then steps ahead as ordered keeping pace as he does his "train walk, perfect posture"

Charless: Continue at this pace until you reach the bottom of the stairs.. then wait.. crossing your arms head bowed...

Slave: Does as told....

Charless: steps aside and takes the elevator.. and monitors slave for any rule infractions.. then stands in the shadows watching Slave stand there.. knowing this builds slaves anticipation and wondering in what is coming next.

Charless: Waits until slave gets nice and tired of standing there...

Charless: Eyes forward.. Step ahead 11 paces, sit in chair facing the direction you walk.. Sit in Railroad crossing approach pose.... As you go to sit, Drop Deep for me.

Slave: Nods, states Yes Sir. Steps forward 11 paces.. And then Sits in the chair back strait.. feet flat on the floor and eyes closed... with the hypnotic drop....

Charless: Walks over slowly making sure his footsteps are heard and stands behind slave.

Charless: Says, relax... Drop deeper Slave... and observes...

Slave: drops deeper and relaxes more...

Charless: How are you feeling?

Slave: A little nervous and anxious?

Charless: Why, this a rewarding session?... I am ordering you to relax...

Do you question your orders?

Slave: No, Sir. 

Charless: Obey then.

Slave: Yes. Sir.

Charless: Say Roger..

Slave: Roger...

Charless: I want you in your mind see the view of looking down the railroad tracks...and step onto the tracks, facing down them.

....

Charless: When you see it give me a nod.

Slave: ::nods::

Charless: Good...

Charless: Now, Walk down them.

Slave: Nods..

Charless: Good,,

Keep on walking.. and 

Follow them.

Slave: Nods..

Charless: Activate I am a Train mode.

Slave: says, "I am a Train, I am a Train, I am a Train. Activating them mode."

Charless: Good...allow yourself to fully immerse

The Train is you.

You are only the Train.

The Train is only you.

Good.

Slave: Nods

Charless: Are you the Train?

Slave: Nods.

Charless: Good.

Charless: I want you to relax. Stop nodding, and just follow along now.

Slave: Nods.

Charless: Smiles.. Good.

Charless: Do not feel. 

Charless: Sees no nod Good..

Charless: Do not think. Good, Train.

Charless: No typing.

Charless: Not to anyone.

Charless: Relax.

Charless: Do not think.

Charless: Go back.

Charless: Relax. 

Charless: Deeper.

Charless: Silence, Deeper.

Charless: Deeper into Silence.

Charless: Trains do not think.

Charless: GO back, deeply.

Charless: Good Train thing.

Charless: You are moving Forward into deeper relaxation.

Slave: Opens eyes glances are Charless then closes.

Charless: Smiles.. As he resumes

Charless: Relax. 

Charless: No feeling. 

Charless: No thought

Charless: You just follow your tracks.

Charless: Yes.. Relax.

Charless: No thought.

Charless: No feeling.

Charless: You are not allowed. To think and Feel, you are a Train.

Charless: Very good.

Charless: Just relax and enjoy the void of emotions, and thoughts within the train state. You may feel this, you are allowed.

Charless: Relax.

Charless: All other emotions and feelings.. You do not feel.

Charless: Focus upon the sound of starting your run... and rolling forward..

Charless: Tell me of the sound.

Slave: The sound of two Whistle Two toots, and hissing steam, and slow chuffing of the steam engine rolling.

Charless: Good, This is you rolling forward..

Slave: Roger...

Charless: Relax. shh do not respond unless I ask you too.

Slave: Nods.

Charless: Go forward. 

Charless: Forward.

Charless: Obey.

Charless: Forward more.

Charless: Forward more.

Charless: Relax.

Charless: Deeper.

Charless: Deeper.

Charless: roll on at 1 miles per hour stay at a slow speed.

Charless: Relax.

Charless: Forward.

Charless: Further.

Charless: Go on.

Charless: Relax.

Charless: throw your human stress and tensions into the firebox... Let them burn and melt away. 

Charless: Relax.

Charless: No thought

Charless: No feeling

Charless: burning away all humans stresses and tensions creating white Space.

Charless: Relax.

Charless: Eyes on the tracks.

Charless: Further now.

Charless: Go on, increase speed to two miles per hour. Keep it steady...

Charless: Yes. Good. Relax.

Charless: Relax.

Charless: Relax.

Charless: Forward.

Charless: Silence.

Charless: Yes. Relax.

Charless: Relax.

Charless: No feeling.

Charless: You are not allowed.

Charless: Good. Relax.

Charless: Comply.

Charless: Relax.

Charless: Forward.

Charless: increase speed to three miles.. allowing all the stress and tension to flow into the firebox and fuel the train..?

Charless: Your only emotion being of enjoyment of the emptying stress and tension turning into white pleasurable space, as you roll along enjoying being within your locomotive state.

Charless: Feel the happiness and relaxation of your train state grow, as you burn away all inner human stress and tensions...

Charless: Stress Melting away, Happiness growing, enjoying being a train.

Charless: I am melting away my stress, growing in happiness.

Charless: Repeat it.

Slave:  I am melting away my stress, growing in happiness.

Charless: Repeat it.

Slave:  I am melting away my stress, growing in happiness.

Charless: Repeat it.

Charless: Melting Stress, Stress Melting further away.

Charless: Repeat it.

Slave:  I am melting away my stress, growing in happiness.

Charless: Repeat it.

Slave:  I am melting away my stress, growing in happiness.

Charless: Good.

Charless: comply. 

Charless: How does this train feel?

Charless: Keep throwing your stress in the firebox..

Charless: Keep repeating.. until I tell you to stop..

Slave: Roger. 

Slave:  I am melting away my stress, growing in happiness.

Slave:  I am melting away my stress, growing in happiness.

Slave continues to repeat.. ::10 minutes later..::

Charless: Stop.. go full throttle and just enjoy the peace...As your human stress continues to melt away.. and you steam along in your train state..

Charless: Lets slave enjoy this.. As he plays sounds of an American type class 4-4-0 steaming along...

Charless: encourages slave to laid down as he reclines the chair into a bed.. and dims the light.. and just plays train sounds.. repeating in the subliminal...

I am melting away my stress, and growing in happiness.

Charless: Lets this run for 30 minutes.. As he studies slaves previous history in notes...

Charless: the Train sounds and video gradually slow down... Charless says when the train sounds and on screen video stop playing you will be wide awake, Back to your normal human train self, and fully aware of your surroundings... You will continue feelings your human stressed melting away... and if you would like those stress may increase fuel into other enjoyable tensions and desires as long as it does not interfere and only drives daily functioning and tasks... obey..

Slave: Roger.

Charless: observes and watches Slave.. as the video slows down...and very gradually purposely at a slow annoying speed to slave.. comes to a stop.. lights go off..

Charless: remains quietly behind slave..

Charless: Sit in the dark and rest, be still.

Slave: Roger...

Charless: Are you out of hypnosis now?

Slave: Roger, I am.

Charless: How are you feeling?

Slave: deeply relaxed, and tired.. and good...

Charless: Tired?.

Slave: Yes...

Charless: Through you Fatigue into the Firebox as well will you?..

Controller: The effects of covid on rail traffic..

Charless: oh Right.. how can I forget...

Charless: Slave... Step over here... Take your time no worry..

Slave: Steps over there.

Charless: put in this robe and hat..

Slave: Did you steal my robe and prayer hat?

Charless: No, I cloned it..

Slave: ok... 

Charless: I want you you do something for me. Controller said you did this the other night.. and now Covid seems to be going down in some areas... Do this again.

Slave: oh come on.. Now, I am not that powerful...

Charless: Do it... ::taps rails::

Slave: Yes, Sir...um.. Roger..

Slave: puts on Clerical collar.. Hat, and preist Robe...

Charless: on the screen puts images of the Corona virus... 

Charless: What else do you need?

Slave: nothing really...

Charless: Good.. turns a spotlight on slave...

Slave: looks at him funny.. shrugs... then resumes..

Slave: Stands straight looking at the virus images...and states loudly almost at a yelling level.

"In the name of Mother of Mothers! Father of Fathers! and Spirit of ALL ascended masters. I call upon all The Almighty Creator, all the gods and goddess!. I call upon all the angels, and all our ancestors and friends of our ancestors, I call upon all warrior and guardian beings! I even call upon Demons to come and up eat away the Corona Virus, covid-19 and all names and variations of it.. Demons to Eat it and return to hell without harming the hosts, and all the Guardians to also destroy and annihilate this virus, and to continue inspiring human beings into doing good and helping each other. Stop the Spread and bring about healing! This in all of your names and in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ! I command the Virus to disapear, and all those effected by it to be strengthened guided and healed by you, and for Saint Michael to make sure all those demons after they eat the virus itself to return to Hell. In the name of Mother of Mothers, Father or Fathers, Spirit of all ascended Masters, I command thee covid=19 virus to go to hell, and to disapear and be annilihated off the face of this earth! Go to HELL Corona Virus! Go to HELL Corona Virus! Go to HELL Corona Virus! Alleh Ace Uno!.. Amen! May all beings suffering from this be healed. Aho! ..

Charless: Flicks the image off the screen and image of a white beautiful peaceful ocean...

Charless: Good Slave...

Charless: What is this you have emotion? ... What is this.. a tear?

Charless: I see a little tear slave? You do have a little caring human in there..

Slave: Cross arms turning away from Charless:

Charless: Feed the stress to the firebox.. Slave.. You did your spiritual duty a little exorcism... or something like that.. Can others pray this too?

Slave: Yes.. but not in services.. and only alone... the world will not understand our ways...

Charless: for personal use only readers...

Charless: Did you want your reward?

Slave: I thought we just did it?

Charless: Nope.. laughs.. Maybe next time...

Charless: That was a teaser.. You like to do those...

Charless: Your orders is to further your spiritual practices with your prayers, healing energy, exorcisms, and other hypnosis and NLP studies..

Slave: Roger..

Charless: Opens a hidden door.. the leads to the front enterance.

Slave: asks.. We went down the stairs how is the enterance there? .. 

Charless: Laughs... DISMISSED...

Slave: Walks out looking around...

Charless: Wonders how long it will take slave to realize we did the exorcism in the elevator.. with a screen projector.... 

Charless: Steps out..

Charless States: Yes, Slave's engine number is IC 382... But, it can shift into any other engines, as it did the one.. .day.. Since he is one with all the rails...

Charless: Closes note book.. Shuts off the lights.. Click..