training

I was a 20 year old jock studying liberal arts in a university. I chatted with this older charming guy over the internet and he kept inviting me to his house. i rejected him frequently until i felt embarassed to reject him further. so one night, i accepted his invitation and made my way down to his place. 

When we met, i realised he was this big, burly and hunky man. A total dominating alpha yet he is friendly and gentle.  i was speechless and stunned by this magnificent view. He poured this drink - which he always does - and commanded me to drink - 'Drink.' Its volka and juice. something that i always remember this drink to him. he started engaging in small talks - he is engaging and smiley yet there is a part of him that is assessing me. little did i know that he was preparing me. 

then i felt the effect of alcohol kicking in. I ended up becoming chattier and open up more to him. The more I share, the more he ask. The more he ask, the more I share. I felt connected to him where there is no barrier between us. 

Suddenly he asked, ' have you ever been hypnotised?'

I replied innocently, 'I didnt.'

'Do you want to?' he enquired. 

'im open for it.' i responded while looking into his deep blue mesmerising eyes.

'Good enough. lie down.' He directed me to the couch and I laid down. He started to ask me to relax. 'Relax. Let go of the tension.' He asked me to focus on his voice and only his voice and go onto a deep trance. 

As i feel my body getting more relax and my focus is solely on his voice, I noticed a peaceful calm feeling, that I never felt before, developing inside of me. This sensation is so comforting that I crave for more. Sensing that i was in feeling serene and peaceful, he started his script. 

'You will enjoy serving a dominant muscle man like me. In fact, you will desire to serve and crave for me. You look forward to exercise hard because you want to be perfect when you present yourself in front of your master which is me. I will be happy to see this gift you presented to me.' he went on.  

When i was listening to him, I agreed with him unconsciously. What he said felt so natural and logically. I do crave to be a present for a dominant master like him. Everything he said made perfect sense. He asked me to nod if i agree. I nodded immediately. 

He went deeper and deeper down the rabbit hole. He asked me to walk to his bedroom and I obeyed accordingly. Obeying him became so natural. 

'Strip'. he commanded again. The clothes came off.

'Kneel in front of me'. Again another command by him. I obeyed. 

'Now you feel a lot of joy when you are kneeling in front of your master. Kneeling in front of him give you a lot of pleasure', he kept repeating. 'This is your natural position when we meet. Even when we meet in public, you will feel the irresitiable urge to kneel in front of me. You will ask me to head back to my home and kneel in front of me. If you didnt ask, the urge will intensify more and more, the craving is stronger more as time passes. nod, if you agree.'

I nodded. 

He continued, 'you also desire to meet me in public and in private. Deep down inside, you wish that i can control you. Slowly, you will ask me to do so.' I listened and took his command into my subconcious. 

'Now, a count to 10, you will forget this trance and wake up. 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1. Wake up.'

I woke up and found myself naked in front of this man. I felt so embarassed and asked 'What happened?'

He joked and laughed that I wanted to try kneeling in front of a man. I hurried up and wore my clothes and apologised. I was so red with embarrassment that i asked to leave his home. He joked and allowed me to leave. 

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A few weeks later, when I was exercising in the gym, my mind kept thinking of the incident. Part of me crave to meet him agin. Part of me was afraid that I might end up kneeling again. I shove that thought away and continue to gym. At the end of a strenous exercise, I felt so tired and weak, a thought to message him came and I acted on it. 

'Hey! Its me. been well?' I typed. 

'Boy! Good to hear from you. Whats up?' He replied causally. 

'I wondered if you want a meet-up?' 

'Sure. Lets have dinner at a local eatery tonight?' 

'Sure!' i ended the conversation. 

When we meet, he was all charming and grinning. I felt at ease and comfortable again. He ordered a volka & juice for me to drink and suddenly there was this familiar feeling I felt that I couldnt recognise. Was it the drink that got me reminded of the time i was at his place? Suddenly I felt embarassed and gone quiet. He noticed it and started to assure me and brush off that incident. He wanted me to try the food here because he thought I might like it. I followed his lead and started to joke with him. 

Deep inside there is this craving that was building up. As much as I try to hide it, the urge to kneel in front of him was building up. I felt so weird out by this craving and tried to brush it away. The thought came back stronger and stronger. By the end of the dinner, I could only think of the kneeling in front of him and nothing more. 

When the dinner ended, he wanted to part ways. At this moment, I felt this big pull to ask him that weird question. also, I felt my dignity is at stake. He looked at me; seemingly waiting for me to ask that questions. Sensing my hesitation, he commented, ' You seem preoccupied during dinner. Is there something you want to share to me? You know that your secret is safe with me.'

'I want to kneel in front of you again, Master.' I blurted out. 

'Great. Lets do it then. Follow me.' He walked ahead. I never turned back ever since.