Hi Mommy,

 

I have tried many hypnosis sites and files before, with hardly any results.  I thought I would try your files as the description intrigued me.  I had read some discussions about the need to be serious if you really want results.  I resolved  to listen daily for at least 30 days.  So far I have listened most every night, sometimes waking up at 2am having fallen asleep and having forgot to hit play.  I immediately start to listen and relax.  Letting my self go as I drifted into a trance Also, whenever I am driving back and forth to work I try to listen and let myself zone out while commuting. I promised myself that I would do this every day for the month of February.  To be honest, I had gotten a little bored with it all.  I was repeating the same old thing every day and not seeing any changes.

 

But the other day I feel like I had a break through.  I was listening to Hypnotic Mist 1, imagining my self relaxing and going into trance.  Allowing the mist to cover me and slipping into trance.  I tried to give in and allow it to pull me down into a nice deep trance.  After being counted down, from 10 to 1, I struggled to imagine what a perfect hypnotic submissive looks like.  I tried to picture it in my mind.  This was always a troubling bit of the file to me.  I am not into the whole submissive/dominant thing. Sure, I would get off in my diaper every now and then, stroking my penis to get a release.  It feels good, but most times it's to release stress and to get the little guy calmed down, and back to being snug, secure, and tucked back away.  I could never get my mindest into the submissive thing.  I even tried doing web searches for "perfect hypnotic submissive".  Nothing ever came up.  The few sites that did really didn't give much for the imagination, what to do, what to feel.  No details on the how. 

 

So there I was getting bored, and frustrated, ready to give up on it all.  But then something seemed to click.  I saw in my mind what a perfect hypnotic submissive was and is.  I saw what I needed to be.  The picture focused with intensity into place and it all just made sense.  At last, I knew just what you meant and how to interpret and understand your words.  I saw how to open up, why I needed to relax and just why the mist was so warm and wet. 

 

I needed to be a pussy. 

 

I felt a sudden tingle of pleasure shoot through me with this realization.  I saw why I needed to relax, and to be eager to respond.  I felt the mist, its heat, and wetness, it had prepared and coated me deep inside and out.  I knew then what you had been doing, and felt the fingers of your words stimulating the little button of my brain.  I felt a catch in my throat, and I breathed in deep and let out a low dusky moan.  I heard your promising me just how much pleasure there would be, and I wanted it, craved it, longing for it to fill my emptiness. 

 

But I was also scared.  I was a virgin, trembling with fear and anticipation. I had never let anyone in like that before.  Then your words came, reassuring me with calmness and relaxing me further.  You were so tender and I knew with a growing hunger this was about to be something special. 

 

I didn't know what to expect, but I knew your words were too strong to resist, and that I must submit and embrace all that you had.  I saw how to be submissive, that I would have to respond to your every word and command.  I needed to wrap myself around you and embrace every thrust.  I wanted and needed to be a good submissive.  I wanted to enjoy this, and to give you pleasure and let your desire for me pierce and go deep.  You wanted this for me, and I knew my need for you, your suggestions and commands.  My entire body was warm, relaxed and comfortable. It felt so wonderful to be hypnotized and deep in trance. You words were pulsating, and I braced myself as your first command thrust into me.  I felt you tenderly slip past my conscious thoughts and plow gently into and through me.  Your suggestions grew stronger, firm and so HARD.  There was a brief resistance, then a snap, with the sudden realization I would never be the same.  Then every part of me melted and formed around you.  I rode those powerful words, allowing you to be in complete control, as I gripped onto your strength and assurance.  Pleasure throbbed through me, erasing any thought there may have been.  I was completely and utterly yours in that moment, desperate for your desire. Desperate to please you and to be pleased.  Desperate for the pleasure pulsating deep inside me and radiating out to every fiber of my being. The more I submitted and the more I obeyed the greater my pleasure became.  I let your voice take me deeper and deeper.  I let you have control of every muscle, as my breath came in and out in time with you.

Then you spoke with conquering assurance and command, "THIS is my suggestion..."  I felt you commands pushing harder and stronger, throbbing with with eagerness.  My mind latched onto you, and I felt myself squeeze tight around ever word as it came jetting into me.  Every syllable, was rich and creamy, electrifying with its potency and power.  I craved ever bit with my mind and wanted to let it take me and fill me totally. I cried out with a gasp, repeating the suggestions that had just been implanted deep in my subconscious.  You praised me for being a good submissive, and the pleasure was so intense,washing over with wave upon wave of pleasure, and fullfilment.

 

But you had not had enough, and I ached to be drenched with all that was pent up and prepared for me.  Suggestion after suggestion spilled out of you crashing and echoing inside my thoughts and my mind. Wave upon wave of pleasure coursed through me.  This was ecstasy and it want on and on, pulsing with an ebb and flow, crashing over me at it reached higher and higher.  Finally, as your last load of commands were spent.  I heard you counting from 5 to 1.  As my mind came back to me after having been tossed about on that wild and wonderful ride, I heard myself begin to cry out. "OHHHHHH! I am a hypnotic submissive and I KNOW that submission and obedience give me pleasure as a baby, I want to submit totally and be Mommy's sweet little baby!!!"  As I cried out, the pleasure built up stronger and stronger to a height I had never known.  After the third cry, the pleasure peaked and overwhelmed me, and I came hard. 

 

Finally, as I lay there gasping, I was able to move my hands again.  They had been laying beside me, without me being able to move them an inch.  This delight had all been from the amazing ministrations of the tips of your words upon just the right spot in my mind.  It shouldn't have been a surprise, but my diapers were really warm and wet.  I felt wonderful, filled with energy and bursting with excitement.  I don't know when I will be ready do it again, but know I am going to listen again and again.

 

I reflected on your suggestions, and knew that you had changed me.  There is a baby inside me now.  This sweet little baby is forming still.  It will stay hidden away in me.  It will grow and become more and more evident and apparent to me.  I will feel it's sweet stirring and will never forget how you impregnated me.  I will cherish and care for it, feeding and changing its wet diapers every day.  I don't think it will ever grow up, and learn how to use the toilet, potty or urinal.  I am afraid it will only ever be able to pee in its diapers or its pants.  I am going to have to go and buy more diapers now to be ready for its arrival.  What do you think? Will it be a boy or a girl?

 

Yours forever,