Do you remember

Do you remember ?

Do you remember when you used to be a man Francis, the woman said? I was puzzled; my face must have looked a picture. I was confused. I was led on a couch I could feel that, it was dark and I had no desire to move. Despite the question I did not feel in anyway threatened just confused by it, Hell I can remember my whole life as a girl with clarity memories of puberty my first period my first training Bra, my first kiss my first sex all fresh and still vivid we were 14 he was gorgeous tall black and proved the rumours right. I was slim blonde haired blue eyed and nervous he was everything I wanted in a guy I didn’t have a clue what to do I was scared I would mess it, but he was extremely tender and gentle showed me how to do everything when we made love that first time it was pure electric. That memory will live with me forever. It still makes me tingle when I think about it and that was seven years ago. I told the dis embodied voice this I must have sounded quite agitated
Are you sure of that came the reply
Yes I replied I want to scream this out but it came out quietly with inflection at all.
Tell me more about your life said the voice
I continued obediently, I described my time flirting with other High School boys but never taking it further as I was totally besotted by that first night. I had loved that night and desired to have him wrapped around me filling me again. I never saw the guy again It was not for the want of trying though I had watched out for him at school but he did not seem to attend our school I had asked my girlfriends if they had seen him at their schools (those that went to other schools) but there had been no sightings he had seemed to have vanished into thin air we had wandered round the towns looking for him but if he lived in the town he was keeping an unusually low profile.
After a few months like most girls I had given up on seeing him again and moved on with my life. Evenings were spent in my room discussing other boys like the Captain of the football team, listening to music and trying out make up with the little gang of girls that I hung out with. We went everywhere together; we still do from time to time.
Keep going said the voice….. I could swear there was a pleased tone in it, this set an alarm bell ringing somewhere at the back of my brain but why this had happened I could not fathom I decided to let it go.
I inhaled a deep breath then as instructed continued my life history. I told him about the fear leading up to then the excitement on the day my 16th birthday came around. The beautiful party dress my mother had bought me for Prom night It was in pink with many layers and frills and a big tie back bow that took up most of my back. And it’s silky feel on my youthful skin. it was extremely pretty and feminine. I loved dressing up in the most feminine cloths I could get I was often seen in floaty dresses skirts petticoats and hose. I loathed the modern trend for jeans and T Shirts on the day before the Prom I remember being in a flap having the final fitting of the dress and going to the salon to have my hair eyebrows and nails done, I loved the attention the girls lavished on me and I looked stunning in the way they had pinned my hair up.
The night had turned out magical. When I got to the venue all the boys had vied to dance with me one or two wanted to go a lot further I could see that from the way they were undressing me with their eyes. but I couldn’t none of them were ‘the man ‘and he was all I wanted I had a couple of glasses of wine chatted to various people and generally enjoyed myself later that evening. As the Prom drew to a close and the pictures were being taken I went to get my coat and catch my car home as I entered the foyer my eyes opened wide there he was organising people and their transport home I had not noticed him there on arrival He beamed a big smile at me and I gushed. Where have you been I stammered
I’ve been around he said and keeping an eye on my lovely girl
You look stunning he had told me he had put his big strong hands round me he drew me close and whispered in my ear that he wanted me to go back with him I was tongue tied and could only giggle but somehow the ascent I was trying to convey got across. I waited for him to finish his work then he dismissed my car I rang mom and made an excuse of a sleep over with the girls and left with him.
Where have you been I started to say but he put his finger to his mouth and said Shhh
We got to his place It was a big old house in a large plot of land, his family must be loaded I thought be did not ask. We entered the house and he went into a room and spoke to a woman for a while then we went upstairs to his room here he unpinned my hair and let it hand loose he then pulled me close and started to French me, he was an expert he pulled me tighter and I felt his thick long member against me I tingled all over and wanted it deep inside me I felt him run his hands up my back undo the bow then start unzipping my dress I undid his belt and then undid the top button on his trousers then one by one undid his flies. Before long his trousers and my dress were in a heap on the floor and we were in a heap entwined on the bed. He fondled me and massaged my clit until I was ready to explode when I took him and he pounded into me I was so worked up I had four orgasms
Baby you needed that he said cuddled up for a while then did it all again before falling asleep in his arms
The next morning he brought me breakfast in bed then took me home to freshen up and change he then took me up town where I bought me a beautiful butterfly Pendant that said I love you on it and a gold eternity ring with ‘true love is worth waiting for inscribed on the inside. we went got lunch together at a swanky restaurant after a lovely meal he dropped me home.. Here he dropped the devastating news that he was now in the army and was being posted away so I would not be seeing him again for a while. We swapped names and addresses (Do you know I had slept with this guy twice and until now had never known his name. – it turned out to be Gabriel)
The voice said good, good, very good, carry on
I resumed the story by telling the voice that I never saw the guy again though he does write regularly He says he does not know when he will be home and can’t tell me what he is doing as in his words it is all ‘hush Hush’
Since he left I have passed my driving test and gone to college then onto University where I am currently in my final year.
What course are you on said the voice the psychology of gender and sexuality I said.
Suddenly I heard a countdown
5..you are rising up
4. you will forget everything that has happened in this trance until next triggered
3..you are rising further starting to wake
2. you can move your body soon you will open your eyes .
1. Wide awake
I opened my eyes and felt alive but I could not move, I was strapped to an operating table there were people with gowns preparing to do something , to me It dawned there were trollies around me with various instriments on them
Winston what’s going on I asked my research assistant, the black man smiled at me and said you will find out soon and from what I have read you will love what is going to happen to
What is going to happen to me? I stammered
Only your deepest desire,figure it out it’s all fixed up and it will happen to day you are now ready.
Ready for what desires I don’t get you?
Don’t come across all coy Winston said.
You should have encrypted your journal if you did not want it read, especially when letting me use it to access our research I didn’t know you felt that way about me also you have your MP3 player up too loud in the dead of night I could only make out bits but what was on your computer shed more light
My face went red he had read that I lusted after him, he must have read how I had watched him in the showers my eyes averted their gaze from him
That’s OK your kinder cute too but I like girls ahh but that brings me to the coded comments about a site called Warp my mind
My face went redder I knew Winston had found two of my dark secrets but what was he up too.
That was a very interesting site he said, real possibilities on their he said then I found the files you had downloaded all very interesting I thought he said
Don’t worry your secret is safe how long you felt that way he grinned
All my life I replied
You’ve always wanted to go the whole hog he said making snip snip actions with his fingers
I looked at the floor and nodded
Well Francis this is your lucky day for you are going to get your wish and more you it’s taken you and me since you started here three years ago to get to this stage and you have agreed to everything I have wiped that from your memories as part of your new persona which you will have very shortly. In 8 hours you will be a new person. all the tests and papers have been done evaluated and signed for by yourself willingly may I add and I have been administering you with the hormones you have needed
I looked at him puzzled but he must have seen the concern in my eyes
Hey it will soon be over doing worry your pretty head he said. I felt my mind going blank
He smiled at me and said and so it begins. I have just wiped all your past intelligence permanently you will in future have the mind of a Blonde Bimbo
I just giggled at him I could not think of anything to say, the words would just not come.
Well honey I guess I can tell you all as you will not remember anything of your life up to now All you will remember is the back history I have implanted in your sub conscious
You see Franny my parents are in experimental scientist and now many people with access to things you ill not now understand. I took your hypnosis files to them and they enhanced then for me some of the surgeons will be operating on you today when they have finished there will be virtually no scarring and you will feel all the physical sensations a real woman would then you will get me for real not just a mental implant but my real flesh and you will love it
When we have finished with you, your body will be as near to a real woman as science will allow you you will have a womb ovaries the lot, though unfortunately you will still not be able to physically bare children, so will have to use contraception though we are working on that
But now the team are ready to begin so close tyour eyes and relax
You are going into a deep trance
Rou are going down deeper
My eyes closed and I felt myself dropping down deeper in trance
l now count down from 10 to 1 when I have finished you will from now on live the life of Francis the 22 year old woman with all here past memories10.9.8.7.6.5.4.3.2.1
Do you remember being a man no I didn’t why would I
Ifelt the mask being placed over my mouth and nose
I led there thinking of girly nights make up perfume sex my body began to tingle as it went numb I breathed in and the anaesthetic did as it was ment to do the team prepared itself for another high spec SRS operation