The Birthday Wish

I have been a secret cross dresser since being a small child. It all
started with my fascination with my mothers plastic mac and satin ball gown
in the 1950s. When I used to dress up when left alone in the house. In
those early days I did not understand why I had these wonderful feelings
when dressed up but knew I enjoyed it.The dressing up continued right
through my teenage years & into adulthood, and expanded into a fascination
for PVC and rubber.

In my mid 20's I got married to a wonderful woman called Sarah. Sarah is a
fuller figure lady & had a number of very sexy satin nightgowns and a
couple of long Taffeta ballgowns, which I used to play with when left alone
in the house. This continued for about 12 months and during this time I
encouraged Sarah to wear her satin night gowns as often as I could. Often
this would lead to me getting very aroused when cuddling up to her in
bed. She used to joke that if I did not behave myself she would stop
wearing them, but would always let me have my wicked way I think she
enjoyed the attention and liked to tease me.

During one of our sex sessions I had tied Sarah up using satin head scarves
which she enjoyed, & was caressing Sarah's nipples through the satin
nightgown whilst whispering in her ear telling her what I was going to do
to her. I also confessed as to how much I liked her satin nightgowns & how
much they turned me on. Sarah told me she knew how much I enjoyed her
satin and asked if I would like to wear one whist making love to her. My
penis which was already hard almost exploded at the thought of this. I
untied Sarah and she slipped of her nightgown and slipped it over my head
pulling it down over my quivering body.

Sarah now took charge and before I knew what had happened I was tied spread
eagle to the bed, & gagged with a rubber glove and Satin scarf, Sarah used
another satin scarf to blindfold me. Sarah then whispered in my ear just
what she had in mind for me and confessed how much it turned her on to
dress me up in her satin as she had always fantasized about being bound and
gagged by a beautiful lesbian and being forced to make love to her.

Sarah stated to rub my nipples through the satin whilst gently rubbing my
throbbing manhood with a pair of her satin knickers. It did not take long
for me to explode into the knickers, and the feeling of my wet cum flowing
around my still erect penis was wonderful as I stained at the satin scarves
and moaned through the rubber gag my body writhing in ecstasy as Sarah
brought me to the most intense climax I had ever experienced. Sarah united
me and allowed me to get cleaned up before I took charge. I quickly tied
Sarah spread eagle to the bed gagging and blindfolding her. Still wearing
the satin nightgown, I slipped on some rubber hairdressing gloves and began
to play with her. whilst whispering in her ear telling her what a naughty
lesbian I was going to be. We enjoyed the most fantastic sex which went on
late into the night before we both fell asleep.

These play sessions continued although it was always me who initiated the
games and would dress up in a nightgown stockings and suspenders surprising
her when she came into the bedroom. This always lead to fantastic sex with
me firstly tying her up, gagging her and blindfolding her, then being a
very naughty sissy with her. After which she would take on the roll as a
very naughty mistress tying me up, gagging and blindfolding me with a silk
scarf.

However I still had my fantasy and longed for her to sissify me, dressing
me up in a sissy satin bra, stockings and suspenders, a corset, satin
knickers, a nice sissy satin blouse zipped up at the rear and padlocked,
and a sissy satin long skirt finishing me off with high heals and a
wig. Then fitting me with a vibrating butt plug. Sarah was aware of my
fantasy, whilst always promising to fulfil my fantasy for me never seemed
get round to doing anything about it. Years came and went and our games
continued, with us introducing some more toys and continuing to have fun
and fantastic sex. Whilst not forgetting about my fantasy, I accepted that
it was never going to happen.

My birthday was looming and we discussed what to do for my birthday. We
decided that we would go away for a long weekend to some nice secluded
hotel in the country or perhaps a spa where we could relax and perhaps
enjoy some of our sissy games in the privacy of our room whilst
there. Sarah decided she would make the arrangements and the venue would be
a surprise for me but did promise that she would ensure I enjoyed my
birthday and that she would arrange some special surprise for me. My mind
raced as I immagined what Sarah had planned. Not knowing what exactly she
had planned just added to the excitement. The plan was to travel Thursday
morning and to arrive at the venue by mid afternoon the same day. I booked
the time off work Thursday – Tuesday giving us plenty of time for our
trip.

The day finally arrived. Sarah had taken care of all the packing so I had
know idea what we were taking with us or what toys she had packed for our
naughty weekend. Sarah drove, the journey taking a couple of hours. We
were deep in the county side with nothing for miles around. We tuned of the
main road down a long track that lead to a most imposing building with
large high gates and a high wall. At the gate there was an intercom, Sarah
pressed the button and spoke to the reception and the gates slowly
opened. The building was set in beautiful grounds and was very secluded, we
drove up the gravel drive to the main entrance entering the building
through the large entrance doors. The foyer looked like the entrance to a
stately home with a large beautiful reception desk to one side.

The receptionist was dressed in a white uniform dress with wide black belt,
similar to those worn by dental nurses. We were welcomed by the
receptionist who hopped that we would fully enjoy or stay in the Secret Spa
and Clinic. After signing what seemed to be the usual hotel/spa forms, we
were shown through to a lounge where we relaxed with a welcome drink, whist
our luggage was taken to our room.I have to say this was all very nice and
the anticipation of what was in store for me was making me quite
excited. After finishing our drinks we were shown to our room, when I say
room it was more like a suite and were left to settle in. Sarah, went
through to the on suite bathroom to freshen up leaving me flicking through
the TV channels and exploring the suite. On one side of the room there was
a locked door, which I assumed lead through to the adjoining rooms which
would be used when families stayed giving access from one suite to another.

After a few minuets Sarah returned having freshened up,and told me to check
out the bathroom which had a double walk in shower & and a very large
Jacuzzi spa bath. Sarah followed me into the bathroom standing behind me
and stroking my penis suggesting to me that I relaxed and took a long hot
bath while she would unpack and then perhaps join me for some fun in the
bath. I did not need telling twice and started to fill the bath, I was also
getting a little aroused at the thought of having fun in the bath with
Sarah. Once the bath was filled I got undressed with a little help from
Sarah who could not resist having a stroke of my now stiff manhood.

Sarah nibbled my ear and told me to be good and she would be in shortly to
deal with me. Deal with me I thought !! I was not sure what this remark
meant but was sure it would be fun. The thought of being dealt with by
Sarah invoked all sorts of images and just served to excite me more, making
me stiffer and I was now having great difficulty in keeping my hands off
myself. Sarah disappeared into the bedroom leaving my with all sorts of
thoughts. After about 10 minuets the bathroom door opened and Sarah stood
there wearing a white nurses uniform with a wide black belt just like the
receptionist, stockings and High heels. She was also wearing a rubber apron
and rubber gloves.

Now I really could not control my manhood which was now standing at
attention. Sarah came over to the bath and looked at my manhood took it in
her hand and gently started to stroke it, bringing me almost to a climax &
then skilfully stopping leaving me squirming in ecstasy. Sarah washed my
down then instructed me to stand up and get out of the bath & was holding a
large white towel out for me. After carefully drying me which involved some
carful stroking of my very stiff manhood with her rubber gloved hand. Once
again skilfully stopping just before I reached a climax. Once dried she
disregarded the towel and produced a large tube of cream which she
carefully applied all over my body. The cream had a strong smell and a
slight burning sensation. When I asked what it was she told me that it was
a hair removal cream and that I was to give it a few minuets to do its work
and I was then to shower it off using a very feminine shower gel that she
gave me. As I stood in the shower the plug hole started to fill with my
body hair leaving a very smooth feeling skin. Sarah told me that she would
be back shortly and that I was to stay in the shower until she returned.

Sarah returned a few minuets later carrying what looked like a satin
hairdressing gown. After Sarah made sure that I was fully showered I was
instructed to get out of the shower and was dried by Sarah using a large
white fluffy towel. All this attention again made me stiff something that
did not go unnoticed by Sarah. Sarah then held out the satin gown and I
slipped my arms into the long sleeves, the cool silky satin felt so good
against my now smooth hairless skin. Sarah tied the gown at the back and
then placed a large plastic cape around my shoulders which covered my
shoulders and hung about half way between the top of my shoulders and my
elbow. Both the gown and the cape were a very feminine pink. Sarah then
lead me into the bedroom and sat me down at the dressing table which had
its mirror covered and Sarah gave me a full makeover, Stopping occasionally
to stroke my very erect nipples through the satin gown with her rubber
gloved hands. This was getting too much for me and a pre cum wet patch
appeared on the satin gown. Sarah finished my makeup & then applied a long
blond wig to me. Sarah uncovered the mirror to show her handy work. Sarah
had taken her time and had turned me into a very beautiful sissy complete
with bright red glossy lipstick.

Sarah stood me up and immediately noticed the wet patch, mmm I think we had
best deal with that she said. I don't want you to stain your satin
underwear. Sarah reached into a draw and pulled out a large rubber penis
gag which she stuffed in to my mouth pulling the leather straps tight
behind my head, the penis gag filling my mouth making it impossible to make
a noise. Standing behind me Sarah pulled my hands behind my back and
quickly tied them, she then lifted my gown and took my manhood in her
rubber gloved hand wrapping it in a satin scarf and gently stoked up and
down its stiff shaft milking me to a climax. It didn't take long for my
already excited manhood to explode, the warm sperm unable to escape the
satin scarf that was enveloping my penis started flooding around my
throbbing penis. I almost passed out with pleasure trying to scream out but
the penis gag filling my mouth prevented that.

Sarah cleaned me up and lead me to the dressing room where my sissy outfit
was hanging up. Sarah untied me and removed my satin gown and plastic cape
placing them on a hook. Next Sarah placed a sissy satin training bra around
my chest fastening it at the back and carefully adjusting the straps. She
then leaned round me and gave my nipples a stoke through the satin bra it
felt so good it almost made me come again. Sarah realizing how excited I
was getting decided to slip a condom on my erect penis so as to avoid any
accidents.

She then placed a satin suspender belt around my waist fastening it at the
back. eight suspenders hung from it just waiting for the black seemed
stockings to be attached. Sarah lifted one foot then the other carefully
rolling the black stockings up each leg and clipping the stocking tops into
the suspenders adjusting the suspenders so that they tugged slightly at the
stockings. The feeling against my now silky smooth legs felt wonderful and
sent shock waves running through my body. My penis still erect and
throbbing despite having been milked only minuets before started to drip
with pre come into the condom. Next Sarah placed a satin corset around my
waist pulling the laces tight and drawing in my waist a good 3 or 4 inches
and pushing my breasts up slightly. My body was now taking on a more
feminine shape. Next came a beautiful Pink Taffeta mistress blouse which
she slipped over my head carefully guiding my arms into the long sleeves
pulling it down my body covering my satin corset. Sarah then pulled up the
rear zip and secured it using a small padlock and buttoned up the long
sleeves. Again taking time to rub her hands down my chest rubbing my nipple
through the Satin & Taffeta, it was haven and I gave out a muffled moan
whilst sucking on the rubber penis gag filling my mouth.

Next came a pair of pink Satin knickers Sarah placing each of my legs in
them and pulling them up to encase my throbbing manhood, this all felt sooo
good. Sarah selected a black satin skirt, Sarah held the skirt whilst I
stepped into it. She then worked it up my Stocking clad legs and zipped up
the rear zipper attaching another padlock. The skirt came just below my
knees and was quite full. Sarah then placed a pair of 5 inch black high
heels on me with locking ankle straps again adding padlocks to each ankle
strap. I really was a sissy trapped in Satin & Taffeta.

I was then lead tottering on my high heels across the bedroom to a full
length mirror to see my transformation. My manhood could be clearly seen
standing to attention forming a tent in my dress. The taffeta blouse making
a wonderful rustling noise every time I moved. This was a birthday to
remember, Sarah standing behind me rubbing her hands up and down my body,
whispered in my ear asking if I was enjoying being turned into a satin
sissy, and was I willing to trust her no matter what. All I could do was
moan through my penis filled mouth and nod my head in agreement. Sarah then
removed my gag telling me not to speak unless spoken to first.

Sarah took my hand and lead me towards the door linking our room with next
door. To my surprise the door was now unlocked and Sarah lead me through
it. To my surprise waiting at the other side was a nurse wearing the same
uniform as Sarah and holding out the satin gown which was quickly placed
over my arms and fastened at the back next the plastic cape was placed on
me followed by a large rubber bib. I was then taken through another door
where I was lead immediately to what looked like a leather dental chair. I
was placed in the chair and my wrist were immediately strapped down to the
arms quickly followed by straps around my waist and chest. Sarah told me
not to worry and that it was all part of the game. I felt venerable not
knowing what was coming next, whilst being very very aroused at the same
time

Both Sarah and the other nurse then left the room leaving me trapped and
feeling helpless. My penis straining in my satin knickers and dripping more
pre come in to the condom. A few minuets later Sarah and the nurse returned
but were now wearing surgical gowns and hats. Face masks hung around their
necks. Sarah again told me not to worry and that all would be explained to
me shortly. The nurse then started to recline the chair taking me to almost
flat with my head slightly raised. Next Sarah attached two stirrups to the
chair and secured each of my legs to the stirrups. My legs were then
adjusted so that my legs were in the air exposing my penis and
bottom. Sarah and the nurse then tied their face masks in place and pulled
on long rubber surgical gloves snapping them over their cuffs.

The nurse then wheeled a stainless steel trolley over which was covered
with a green cloth. Sarah then explained that they would be shaving my
genitals and that I was to be brave & keep as still as possible. Not that I
could move much being strapped down as I was. The nurse lifted my gown and
skirt and proceeded to cut my satin knickers off releasing my very stiff
throbbing manhood. She then fitted a frame over my waste and placed green
sheet over the frame so that I could not see what was happening.

The nurse then began to lather up my genitals and proceed to shave me. The
feeling of her rubber gloves holding my penis was fantastic and I almost
came in the condom. When the nurse had finished shaving me she cleaned all
around my manhood and bottom carefully drying me off. By this time I was
having real difficulty in controlling myself and was enjoying every moment.

Sarah then wheeled another trolley over from behind me and placed it just
to one side of my head. The trolley was also covered with a large cloth
which almost touched the floor. Sarah then proceeded to attach something to
the dental chair behind my head which was just out of my vision line. Sarah
then explained just what was going to happen to me. I was going to be
fitted with a large vibrating butt plug which the nurse then showed me. The
butt plug was very big and I began to plead with Sarah that enough was
enough & I did not want her to hurt me. Sarah then pointed out that I had
willingly signed an agreement to have this treatment. I protested but the
forms that I signed earlier when checking in were produced, which I had not
read and had assumed were the normal checking in forms. How wrong could I
be, I had signed agreeing to become a sissy maid to Sarah agreeing to be
kept permanently in Satin and to be put on hormones to slowly change me
into a sissy.

Sarah continued to explain that they would lubricate me fully so as to
cause as little discomfort as possible, and that I would be given something
to help relax me. I continued to plead but to no avail. Sarah told me that
as this was my fantasy & she was going to make it come true and there was
nothing I could do. I would become her lesbian sissy maid.

The first part of the treatment involved me having an enema. I started to
struggle at the same time pleading for this not to happen. Sarah nodded to
the nurse who placed the enema tube into my bottom and switching on the
pump it quickly flooded my bowls with a warm liquid. The enema tube had a
rubber bung which prevented me from discharging myself. Sarah told me that
I must learn to control the enema as I would be having them on a regular
basis as part of my sissification.

After what seemed like hours the nurse placed a bowl under me and removed
the rubber bung. The feeling of relief was immense and the bowl quickly
filled as I lost control. They cleaned me up mopping my sweating brow, with
Sarah still trying to reassure me. I was still straining at the straps
holding me down in the chair and again pleading to be released. Sarah now
uncovered the trolley that she had placed next to me. Revealing a
anaesthetic machine with two gas bottles a rubber face mask hanging on the
side and rubber re-breathing bag.

I moved my head from side to side violently shouting and pleading. Sarah
told me that I was to be given gas to put me to sleep whilst they instated
the butt as I had not had a butt plug fitted previously and she wanted me
to be pain free as promised. I continued to struggle to no avail. Sarah
stood behind me and placed her rubber gloved hand under my chin pulling my
head back into the head rest. She quickly turned on the machine and forced
the hissing rubber gas mask over my mouth and noise. Sarah then attached a
head harness to the mask which she had fitted to the chair earlier which
kept the mask firmly in place . Sarah continued holding me under the chin
and pulling me firmly back into the head rest and telling me not to
struggle and to take deep breaths. The sweet smelling gas quickly filled my
lungs as the re-breather bag went in and out with each breath I took.

I soon felt this warm feeling flood my body, my legs started to tingle and
I drifted off to sleep. I came round with the mask still firmly placed over
my mouth and noise and was now breathing gas and air, which kept me in a
dazed state unable to fully understand what was happening to me. Sarah and
the nurse had inserted the large vibrating but plug placing a strap around
my waste to keep it firmly in place. I moaned with pleasure as Sarah
switched on the vibrating butt plug. They had also fitted a penis milking
device on me and I was quickly brought to a dazed climax. Cleaned up and
this was repeated several times over the next hour or so milking me almost
dry whist the butt plug buzzed away massaging my g spot and giving me gas
induced climax after climax whilst dressed as a sissy.

I was kept strapped in the chair on gas and air and in a semi dazed state
for 24 hours being milked every hour by the nursing staff. After 24 hours
Sarah returned and increased the gas I drifted off into a gas induced deep
sleep. When I woke up I was strapped to a bed in a private room and had
been undressed and placed in a very sissy satin nightgown. As I came round
I noticed Sarah was sat next to me still in her nursing uniform, and was
stroking my head telling me what a brave little sissy I had been even if I
had made a bit of a fuss I could still feel the butt plug firmly inserted
in my anus. Sarah told me that today I was to start my daily hormone
treatment and I would soon begin to feel like the sissy I wanted to be. As
I started to protest Sarah inserted a penis gag into my mouth securing it
with the leather straps. That should keep you quite she said. A few minuets
later the nurse returned to inject my hormones. The nurses continued to
carryout the hourly milking switching on the butt plug to ensure a quick
climax. My sissy life had begun and all because of a fantasy I thought
would never happen.