Haxsaw Presents..... [OVERLAP, RENAME 3]

Dear Gentle Readers, this is the submission from the girl I call L-N. This is the recollection she gave, after receiving some free files from me. I rewrote the lines for clarification and grammatics. I changed names for privacy reasons. L-N had a trouble with smoking. She received a file from a friend of a friend. It was from here. After she succeeded in quitting smoking she shortly thereafter became a cock sucker. I present what occurred to her up until now. She sent me this to my E-mail and I present it to you. Please be open minded as you read of what she went through.

I am L-N and I am fourteen years old. I first had trouble with smoking. I know- it was wrong and I needed to quit. A friend of mine knew some guy from our local area college who heard of Haxsaw from some adult website. I thought this was the worst! I was given a file and told to listen to it each night before going to bed. I was told it would help me stop smoking. I was told not to worry.
I am pleased to announce after a short time the file helped me stop smoking! I was no longer spending my money on those cigarettes. I remember one night my mother found a pack in my purse. I was in the other room. I was going upstairs. I did not want she know I was there. A T.V. was playing so I snuck up to my room. I heard her muttering and saying, "and using those cock sucking cigarettes as well!" I never ran so fast though tried not making any noise as I lightly ran up.
I was soon noticing the guys. I was noticing the guys a lot. I was noticing the guys pants. I was wondering yet I was liking the bulge in their pants. I started really, really liking the bulge in men's pants. I one night saw a bulge in dad's pants yet turned my head and left the room. He was watching a football game that night on T.V.
At school one time I set up a date with Terry Ellin. He was eighteen years old and had a car! Terry drove his dad's S.U.V. I really felt special being driven in it. The color of the paint reminded me of gold, in a way.
Terry took me to a 3-D movie. After the movie we went to a large lot near my mom and dad's place. If you make no noise no policemen come sneaking around to check on you. We talked and then I got close to him. He got close to me. We kissed.
I wanted more and told him so. He seemed baffled. He asked if I wanted sex. I was hurt by this. I told him, "No way, creep." It was then I sort of blanked out. It was strange. I felt really, really relaxed and just sort of dazed, in a way. I next pulled at his pants. I struggled with them. In a while he unfastened them. I looked at his privates and cringed. I then found myself reaching out and wanting them. I needed to touch them.
After some more time I was sucking on his swollen penis. Watching it swell and knowing I did that made it so special to me. I had to suck on the penis. I sucked and sucked. After what seemed too long he groaned and then sperm came out. It was not man milk! It did not taste like a milk shake! I was liking it though. I swallowed it all. He shot only one shot. I thought, "That was all there was?"
I was soon sucking on different things, while in my room. I later wrote Haxsaw. He seemed concerned. He told me he would control and take care of me. He sent me some free files. I was impressed with what Haxsaw stated in his files. He seems to really care. Most of all, he cares for me. I was soon more than happy to do what his files told me.
In a while I no longer cared for the guys. I am not weird! I like guys. I am just not staring at the bulge in their pants like I used to. While listening to Haxsaw I am finding I am giving blow jobs. I am giving blow jobs to Haxsaw and he alone. I mean, I can dream about guys and what they are like. That is just a dream. While listening alone to the files it seems real. While alone with Haxsaw it is real! I love this time together.
I am so proud of myself. I never smoke anymore. Mom has never found cigarettes in my purse. I have saved a great deal of money too. If it was not for Haxsaw I would be wasting money yet. It is so true: Smoking is so for losers! I see Haxsaw as this older man. It feels weird yet Haxsaw is like dad. In a way he is like this. I am glad the website he works for lets him helps people like me who cannot pay.
Thank you, Haxsaw. I dream of you from now on end. Wow!
L-N.