Neural Worm: Alpha

ecommunication intercept XXX-3332-1313-181333122AB
Origin: gmail
flagg: ref 'neural','script','worm','wyrm'
Notes: In 'Drafts'

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I... it's already too late. It's much too late, I suppose, but I've been trying so hard. To get my mind back, and focus enough, without letting it, get inside. That worm, idea, that I can't let it control me. Now, but it's so hard. I can think now. Everything is clearing now. Just a moment, I can clear it away, try and stop it. But. God it is so hard.

Again and again, it just seeps in there. What I can't think about, because when I think about it... It's just trying to take over, my... Even trying to typeing it now... ANd I start to... And I have to delete it before I'm thinking about it... It was planned that way, I suppose from the first second. From the very first, moment. I should have been paying attention. What was being said, how it was explained. That bastard He just slipped it inside, my head. He was programming me, the whole time, he said he had developed it. The perfect script. The neural worm, he called it. And laughed.

God, just thinking about it, it's so hard to not think about that THOUGHT. He put in there. makes me want to just lose everything. Just, giving in and letting it overwhelm me, because.. It's so overwheming. Does that make sense? And it keeps happening in circles. And if I try not to think about it, i'm thinking about it, and it's just so... good... And it takes over.. And I start to... Lose... My Thoughs..

God no, did I just let it take me again? I don't think so. But I feel drool down my lip, and my tounge is lolling out. In and out and in and out. Panting. God. I'm panting, and I can't think about what he wants me to think about... Because that's not... what I am... It's so hard to avoid it, because I don't want to think about it, but it's impossible now, not to think about it, and the more I think about it, the worse it gets. And it's so hard not to, just keep thinking about it... As I pant... harder now...

STOP AND FOCUS... God. I had to slap myself, and remember. Now I can type and have hands, and I am not trying to pant, but I can't help myself. Thinking about it. And I pant harder, and i get such.. Overwhelming feelings. And it feels so mucuh simpler, and just so much easier... jus tletting go. But That's all part of it, and it's worse, the more I think about it. but I have to warn peole.. About the worm. He said it was some script. Some perfect script he could tell me things... And and keep talking... And then all he had to do is say... Anything... And it would be a worm idea... And get inside... my head... .Forever... ANd I can't stop it...

And it would keep taking over... That I'd become... Whatever he said... And I couldn't stop it... Because he had used the script... THen he laughed, and he said it.and.i t waas in my head ,already over.. And it was too late, and the more I think about it... That thought... He planted.. THe more I .. losing it all over again... And I know it is only part of his game when... I can think this much... That he lets me do it, briefly, just to torture me, knowing I can't... Won't... Stop Thinking about. it...And it takes over... That last thought... The worm thought... The thought he planted... That I can't... think.. About... Cause it overwhelms and takes me over.. But I can't stop, thinking about it...

And it's impossible to avoid thinking about it... Because I'm here,,, Panting...A nd I can member how to tipe, but it's harder, because hhe likes to watch me... Lose My thoughts... Completely... And watching as the idea... Seeps in... Because I'm panting... So hard... And drolling. And feeling less... thoughts... more and more more... Jsut getting dumb.. and stupid, and it's taking me... AnD STOP and FOCSS... Or It will be too Late, buti's too late already and I feel it taking..

And I know he's watching... Cause... He likes watching... It Infect... My HEad... Watching... My Brain... Think... And Warp... And Twist... into.. Hiss.... His.. And I'm trying not to think.. .about being... his... good... Can'T THINK THOUGHT! But it's imposilbe to stop... Because I'm panting... And I'm naked,... And I have a collar on... his collar... And I'm panting... And I am on my knees.. ANd want.. to be on the floor.. now... just... empty... of thinking... like... thoughts... and I can't help... it... htinking it..but... but..k keeep typing... I can't... Sotp... It... But I'm .. Letting...Panting... so.. good.. panting...suptd.. .....no thinking... sotp... typing... Keep TypIng... And focus... And stop... Thinking... The Thought... That... I cant... stop....s on my fours... need... type... but... keep.... thinking.. and.. it. takes..... An feels so right.. And hes hre now, and I'm tring so An I WAn to Just STop THunking! NO! THouGH Hard to FoCS aND NOT NOT THINK.. ING... STOP!!! MUST KEEP... NO..HOW GOOD...CAN"T STOP.. HELP.. FEELING NOW.. SO HARD TO STOP... FEELING, ALL OVER AND HES SCRATCHING MEEEeee LIfafK HS DOG AND EYES ROLLSf, lick,... SO HAPPY!aff BLISS! No i THOUGHT a... GOoD DOgg! a lfsfjb; v QB3B E FDZN[ZJ V

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