File seems to really be making me stare more each day.Listen to it religiously each day about 4-8 times----I seem to be addicted to this file.I am beginning to crave a man's cock like never before.Still have not gotten up the nerve to ask someone to let me suck their cock yet,but I think it won't be too long until I do. I have been going into the gay chatrooms looking for someone to see if I can find someone close to me.Once in the rooms,I really get so horny whenever pictures of someone sucking cock,my mouth begins to water uncontrollably and I can't take my eyes off of the pictures. I have also started listening to the Big Boobs file---will report back on that later---seems like I may like that file,too!