The file does seem to work---I have not gone under in trance,but I am addicted to listening to this file---listened to it 6 times back2back today(and at least twice a day for the last few months) and it really makes me want to get out and find some guy and ask him to let me "do" him;yet I still haven't been able to get over the fear/embarassment of being able to ask him.I know that that will come in time. The file really has made me look at guys' crotches a lot more in the last month or so since I started listening to it,and wondering what each guy I stare at has under his pants!! Today,as I was listening,I really got the desire to want to blow someone like I had never had b4(could see myself sucking on some stud's cock)---it made me feel really good inside thinking about doing so,so I guess it won't be too much longer until I seek someone out! I don't know why I do this,but I feel more & more drawn to men as each day passes by.The yearnings & cravings I have had for cock lately seem to have multiplied 10-fold.I have started dreaming about sucking cock at night now---something I never did b4.