I think I'm more addicted to downloading new files than I am about listening to them, but I do have a select few favorites.

The ones below are the ones I've been listening to on a nearly daily basis and the ones that I'll be talking about in the following journals. These are the ones that will be taken into account when talking about my progress.

I am a 22 year old female who's into submission. I currently don't have a job, but I do whatever work I can find for money. I already have a hypnotist, and I will mention what I can remember of sessions done with him. This means that I already have a master (in terms of submission, total control, and slavery) and am not looking for another.

My fetishes include submission, bimboization, masculinization, feminization, transformation, inflation, being constantly horny, ditzy, and dumb. I also like some transformation fun and memory play. I am strictly straight, but that can be played with to a certain extent. I do not like suggestions that compel me to do things in public, humiliation, or to buy things. I don't have a lot of money and can't afford to spend it on fap material.

I should also mention that I don't take kindly to being taken advantage of without explicit permission.

Now onto the files I've been listening to on a daily basis:
• Curse Constant Aching Need
• Bubble Induction
• Alien Memory Training
• TrainHypnoloss

I listened to CCAN this morning, as well as Good Girl Dream, Alien Memory Training, and Date Fantasy Induction. Lol I forgot I listened to Aliens until I looked at the playlist I used this morning to write this.

I feel so good this morning. I wanted to cum and cum and cum. I was riding my toy for a while, and when I tried to take it out, I just pushed it straight back in. I still feel really good.

I've been touching my breasts too much lately. My nipples burn to the touch, but I love playing with them. Maybe a little lotion will help?